Fear is terrifying.
Whether just fearing losing someone or being scared of a horror movie or that trauma that aunt just had to scare you with.
The fear of losing someone is so scary. Am I going to wake up and find out the person left my life? Walked out of the door? Or waking up to a beautiful sunrise knowing that someone is gone from your life. Or just laying in your bed looking out the window and your mind fills with that person. While watching the sky turn beautiful shades or orange and red and the sun look like it just gave the earth a good morning kiss. How come watching something so beautiful be so painful. Is it the person? It's scary knowing they're gone, never coming back.
Or it watch a horror movie and seeing a girl crawl out of a screen to come at you. ( Jeez child that's not even scary.) Is it that they'll come at you in the dark? Or that while you sleep they'll crawl out of their hiding place and drag you to devour you somewhere? Am I the only one that wanted that to happen?
I've always watched scary movies just so that while I spelt a monster would come and take me. Am I the only one that didn't run after closing the lights at night? I took my time walking. Am I the only one that sometimes wanted to make friends with the monster?
Or the trauma that family member gave. "You'll die if you don't walk every day" for some reason that terrified me. It's stupid but it was terrifying for a 6 year old me who didn't even know how to correctly spell her name. Dumb 6 year old huh. But what they don't realize is that what they tell us stays with us for a good while. It doesn't just leave after a while. It sticks with us for a good few years. Is that they think we'll grow up right? Or that we'll do that thing so that we avoid another thing? I don't understand it.RINothing is scarier than a parent asking to see your phone. WHAT DO I DELETE IN 0.34462682 SECONDS! OR Walking into your room to see a sibling holding your phone with a grin on their annoying ass stupid face and refuses to give your phone back. BUT THE WORST IS FEELING YOUR POCKET AND NOT FEELING YOUR PHONE
RIP
