Saving Anabelle Cassity | Logan Paul FanFiction

Moving

Anabelle's POV
My life was changing in front of my eyes. Logan called a moving truck and now all my multiple boxes were being loaded onto the truck. At first, I didnt know if to accept his offer of moving in with him, but at the same time, I knew I was very sick and I wasnt stable enough to live on my own. Though, with Lydia being there almost daily, I didnt think I'd even get better. 

I stayed on the balcony, out of the way of the movers. I couldnt stand being inside the apartment, seeing it become empty at a slow pace. I let the wind blow through my hair as I looked down and saw the cars on the street.

Sources say she fell off the balcony because of wanting to die due to mental illness- GOD! NO SHUT UP!!! Stupid stupid stupid!!!

I heard the balcony door open and I turn around to see Logan. I give him a quick, forced, smile before looking back down to the streets and people walking. I felt his hand rest of my back, comforting me.

"Hey, Jake is here." He says in almost a whisper. I look up at him with worried eyes.

Jake? What is he doing here? No no. Bad bad BAD!!

"Jake. Why is he here?" I said on the edge of panicking.

"Calm down, baby." Logan grips my arms softly once I stood straight up. "He just wants to show you that you are not alone, okay? Many support you. Including my idiotic brother." Logan says, making me slightly chuckle.

"Alright. If he wants, he can come join me out here. I dont want to go inside." I said and he nodded.

"Understandable. I'll go grab him." Logan lasts says before heading back inside.

A few moments later, the door opens again, but I dont bother looking to see who it is. I already know.

"Hey, Ana" Jake says. I laugh, still not looking at him.

"Wow. Kinda surprising that you are not loud and all." I said. I hear Jake laugh.

"Why?"

"Because even though people say that they are different off camera, you tend to be the same in person. " I said. I looked at him. "As much as that is a good thing, it can be a little weird when it comes to a serious situation. " 

Jake looks at me, speechless. I understand why he became that way. I would be too if I was in his shoes. I myself dont even understand why I said such thing.

"Sorry," I said shaking my head, covering my face, " I didnt mean to be rude. I have just been so overwhelmed inside with everything going on." I said and Jake nods.

"It's fine, Anabelle. I feel you." he says and comes next to me.

"But other than everything happening around you, how are you?" Jake asks and I shrug. Tears are already building up because I know that I am no where near okay and that word is most likely the word that will escape my mouth.

" I- um. I am fine. I am okay." I said letting out a faded laugh and looking down. Jake puts his hand on my shoulder and slightly rubs it.

"I know you arent" he says and that's when it happens. I start to cry, once again. I feel his arms come around me. Quickly, he reminds me of Logan. 

I mean, they are brothers. It's okay that he reminds me of Logan, right?

I hugged him back, letting out a few more tears, not wanting to cry so much.

"It just sucks. I mean, I am on my own in LA. I am so lucky to even have Logan and you and the rest by my side. " I said as we pulled away. I see Jake smile.

"Of course. We will always be here for you. In the good and in the bad. Plus, since you'll be living with Logan, you'll have Lydia around and you'll be able to talk to her and have those girl talks, ya know?" Jake says. But he has no clue. I look away, up at the sky, and let out a sigh.

"No..I will not have Lydia doing that. Ever." I said. It was a few seconds before Jake speaks again.

"What do you mean?"

I didnt want to tell him. Though, I had not spoken to anyone about this. I needed to tell someone. Just to get it out of my system. But will it really be a good idea?

"Ana?" Jake says again. I looked at him and smiled. I gave one of those smiles that you give a person when you are about to say something that is not okay, but you want to act like it is okay.

"Lydia hates me." I said. My eyes stayed glues to his. He seemed a little surprised.

"What? No. Lydia wouldnt do that. How do you even know for sure-"

"Because she said it to my face, Jake" I said, cutting him off. I sighed. 

Jake had a confused look on his face. I turned around, facing my back towards him, and looked down at the streets again.

"Lydia likes, maybe even loves, Logan. She hates that I am around. She even told me that she could give him everything that I can't. And maybe she's right. I am just not enough-" I was cut off by Jake hugging me from behind.

"No. Dont say that, Anabelle. You are worth so much in this world. Lydia is just not used to Logan being so close to another girl other than her. Dont ever think that she can overpower you like that. You are just enough. You will always be enough." Jake whispers in my ear and I look at him, our faces being so close to each other. His touch is soft against my skin. But I will admit, it doesnt feel as breathtaking as when Logan does these things to me. Even then, my heart races and beats fast against my chest.

Jake looks in my eyes and then looks down at my lips. My breathing quickens, not knowing what else to do. My mind wonders what he will do next.

Please, dont kiss me.

Then he smiles and plants a kiss on my forehead. I smile back in relief. Not because I dislike him so much, but because I dont want to lead Jake on, in any way.

"If Lydia actually hates you so much, then she is missing out because I already love you." Jake says and my smile quickly fades, but he doesnt notice. His forehead connects with mine. 

The door to the balcony opens and Jake pulls away. We both look up and see Logan standing there. His face expression shows that he is not too happy about any of Jake's actions.

"Ana, the boxes are loaded up and ready. It's time to go." Logan says and I nod walking inside my apartment to grab my belongings that I will take in hand.

Jake's POV
I watched Anabelle go inside her apartment with a smile as I lean against the balcony railing. I look over at Logan, who has not taken his eyes off of me, and sighed.

"What?" I said and crosses my arms. Logan shuts the door closed.

"You know what you are doing, Jake. If I was you, I'd stop playing your little game because it's only going to lead you to a broken heart. " Logan said with a stern voice. I held my hands up in surrender and he walks back inside where he meets up with Ana to leave.

I chuckle to myself as I watch them go.

"The only person who will end up with a broken heart will be you, Logie."