Falling For Him Anyway

Chapter 45

Video: That awkward moment by Reggie Couz.

A/N Basically this entire is +16 mature content.

Gwendolyn

"I know it was one of your rules but it's not lik-" He grabbed me and pressed me against the wall.

"Be quiet." He said kissing me hungrily.

No. I need to know if you feel the same way about me.

But only moans came out when I tried to tell him this.

"Xavier if you could jus-" I managed to get out before he was kissing my neck again.

"Shit." I cursed.

He picked me up and carried me to his desk, never breaking the kiss. His hands unzipped my skirt in one swift movement and it was on the floor in the next second.

I gasped at the sound of my panties ripping but he didn't stop.

"But you're my boss." I moaned out as he assaulted my princess parts with his fingers. Damien had never made me feel like this. "This is wrong."

I really should have said this 6 months ago when he got me pregnant but now I was talking more so to myself. About my love for him that he didn't return.

Xavier pushed my legs even farther apart and added another finger. I gripped the edges of the desk harder.

"I don't care Gwendolyn." He said. "You are mine now. Wether it is wrong or not."

"But Xavie-" My sentence trailed off.

"Quiet Gwendolyn. If you say anything besides moaning or screaming my name in pure pleasure I will be forced to punish you even more. Understood?"

I nodded hurriedly and bit my lip.

"I've loved you much longer than you probably realize." He said. "Probably even before I realized it."

I could just barely focus on his words. He was sending spontaneous bursts of pleasure throughout my body.

He loves me!

The thought made me smile through my ecstasy. Maybe even added to it.

"You broke every single one of my rules." He murmured against my skin. "You were already enlisted for capitol punishment."

If he kept going...

"I tried to resist but every touch, every kiss..." He continued. "Burned like fire and left me desiring more."

"Xavier." I moaned.

"I'm yours in mind, body and soul Gwendolyn." His removed his hands and started to unbutton his shirt.

He stroked my face. "Tell me that you love me again."

"I love you Xavier." It came out in a whisper.

He kissed my lips lightly. Not rough and passionate like our other kisses but slow and loving. I brushed everything on the desk to the floor.

My hands undid his belt shakily and his started to explore my upper body.

"I love you Gwendolyn." He said between every kiss. He got lower and lower.

I covered my mouth with my hand as he used his mouth to work wonders on me.

He put my legs over his shoulders and straightened his back, making me lay down. Then he came up for air.

"I'm going to marry you." He smiled down at me.

"Baby steps." I said against his lips.

He pulled me closer and hitched one of my legs around his hip, thrusting into me immediately.

"Fuck." I let out a curse.

Unlike every other time we've had sex he's slow and patient. His thrusts are more staccato.

"Xavier." I moaned out.

I heard him curse and my eyes were rolling to the back of my head.

Something inside me snapped when the pleasure became too much and my legs trembled in his hands.

He massaged them gently when he was finished. "I'm sorry that our first time had to be on my desk."

"Xavier this isn't the first time we've had sex." I got up off the desk.

"No. It's our first time making love to each other." He kissed my cheek.

I blushed just a little bit and held up my ruined underwear.

He smiled. "I couldn't help it."

I rolled my eyes and grabbed the rest of my clothes.

He had put his pants back on and fastened his belt buckle. He put on his shirt but didn't button it up, watching me get dressed.

"Xavier put your clothes on." I pulled my shirt over my head. "You have to go get me new panties."

He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me onto his naked chest. "Why worry?"

"There are male employees in this building." I said pointedly. "Imagine if one of them just so happened to sneak a peek."

"He'd die a happy bastard." Xavier's grip tightened on my hips.

"I'm kidding. You have to go get my purse so I can put on my extra pair."

He buttoned up his shirt and put his jacket back on. "Or."

Suddenly my feet weren't on the floor anymore. "Xavier! Put me down."

He carried me bridal style through the halls where I dared not make a scene.

When we got to my office I smacked the side of his head. "My skirt was unzipped!"

He reached around me and zipped it. "Now it's not."

After I had slid my new underwear on he wrapped his arms around me again.

"Tell me that you love me." He stroked my face.

"I love you Xavier." I smiled at him.

"I love you Gwendolyn." He said. "It feels good to hear you say that and smile."

"Xavier." I didn't have anything to say.

"I'm going to marry you Gwendolyn." He picked up my left hand. "I'm going to put a ring on this finger."

He kissed me then. Slowly and as he pulled away he told me loud and clear. "And not a damn thing is going to stop me."

*****

Alright so maybe I'm a little late with this update but let's just have a round of applause because this chapter is dedicated to leahgrim55. She read all 44 parts of this book and voted for every single one in less than 24 hours. And then she told me that reading this book makes her happy.

I could have cried but it's too damn cold to play these games. I can literally see my breath in the air...inside the house.

Life has struck again.

Word of the update:

Wind.

A: Aang. #airnation.

Leah💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋

P.S. What nation are you?