It's not fair. It's not fucking fair that you can disappear from my life in the blink of an eye, but still swarm around my head like moths do to light. It's not fair that I can't do certain things, or go to certain places, without the singeing thought of you burning in my mind.
I wish I could finally just be free from your memory. And for once, I wish that when someone makes a promise, they intend to keep it.
But the world doesn't work that way.
Because, you see, people only do things if it will benefit them. This includes, but is not limited to: falsification, lying by omission, manipulation, and intimidation.
Be wary of who you get swept up with, or else the former is quite plausible.

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