Maybe all these nights where I lay wide awake because of you has been a waste. Maybe I don't matter to you anymore. Maybe I'm the lowest thing on your list of priorities. Maybe I think too much.
The funny thing is, you fell in love with who I was before. The bubbly girl. The one who was always on the lookout for a good time.
That's not exactly who I am anymore. Now, I'm the girl who'll do anything for a fix. Who'll do anything just to be able to feel something again.
I have a confession to make... I haven't exactly felt alive since you left. I ache for you, my love. You're my whole world. I'd do anything for you. I'd give up smoking—I'd quit cold turkey—because when I'm with you, I don't even think about cigarettes. You are my one, true addiction. I love you with all I have. Please, please never forget that.
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random thoughts & scrawls
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