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I just read through the entire story because I kinda forgot what I wrote before about Hoseok and then only did I realize how cringy this entire thing is. I'm sorry and completely thankful that you are actually reading my shitty excuse of a book.
(Hoseok)
Yoongi was full on sobbing into Hoseok's shirt as he hugged the older to the point he could feel a wet patch growing on the spot where yoongi cried his eyes out.
Hoseok didn't ask what was wrong, but it had to be something important if Yoongi was in the state he was in. So Hoseok continued rubbing circles into Yoongi's back keeping his silence until Yoongi was done.
"Hoseok." Yoongi's voice was shaking, whatever had hurt yoongi was soul deep.
"He left me." Yoongi sobbed into Hoseok's shoulder."Hyung left me."
A breakup or something?
Hoseok had to immediately repressed the jealousy that rose up in him at thought.
Now was not the time.
"B-Baek-hyun." Yoongi sobbed even harder as he repeated the name like a prayer. "He is gone Hoseok-ah. Gone."
Hoseok didn't say a word as he was afraid it would somehow trigger the older to do something rash in the fragile state he was in. Besides Hoseok didn't know anything of what was happening.He wasn't going to make stupid assumptions.
It took quite long time but yoongi collected himself and leaned back against Hoseok's shoulder. Hoseok automatically leaned his head against the fluffy silver hair without realizing it.
"Are you okay?" Hoseok asked dumbly.
Yoongi sniffed a bit more and rubbed at his nose with his sweater paws adorably. He slowly looked at Hoseok, onyx eyes burning.
Hoseok blanched at the sudden eyes at the intense stare from Yoongi. He rubbed his neck and looked around wondering if he said anything wrong. He was never good at consoling people anyway.
"God I'm so pathetic." Yoongi whispered making Hoseok whirl around at the older.
Before Hoseok could deny, Yoongi was already standing up on his feet. Hoseok watched agape as he said, "I'll go. Bye."
Hoseok never had been so fast in his life as when he grasped Yoongi's wrist to make him stay.
"Why ?" Hoseok asked in confusion as he pulled himself up, hand still on Yoongi's wrist. Yoongi offered no reply,which got Hoseok furious.
"What? So I get into a fucking car accident, almost injure my hipbone trying to run to get to you, based upon a vague text that I get and hold you as you cry your eyes out and ask nothing about it, because I respect your fucking space for you to use me like a tissue paper and leave me as you wish?" Hoseok continued to rambled as Yoongi's mouth fell agape in shock.
"Min fucking Yoong-"Hoseok continued but was cut off by the older's gentle whisper, so muted Hoseok would have not heard if they were not standing this close.
"Hoseok-ah. You got into an accident?" Yoongi's eyes were open almost comically.
It was then Hoseok realized fully that, holy shit he got into a car accident and that he was still bloody.
Yoongi seemed to have the same realization as he raised his hand to a spot on his forehead. Hoseok flinched as Yoongi's finger's glided over his stinging skin.
"Idiot." Yoongi narrowed his eyes at the younger.
"Its all my fault. I shouldn't have done it. I'm sorry Hoseok." Yoongi seemed to ramble as he looked up at Hoseok's face worriedly.
"Stop it Hyung." Hoseok murmured back as he tried to stop his hyung stop blaming himself.
"You're right. I should stop hurting people." Yoongi said his eyes downcast. Hoseok saw a tiny tear slip down Yoongi's already tear stained pale cheeks.
Something in his heart went crack at that.
"Yoongi." Hoseok whispered firmly grasping the older's face inbetween his large hands, "Hyung, look at me."
Yoongi's hesitant and guilt ridden eyes met Hoseok's soothing ones.
"Don't blame it on yourself. It was my decision, you did nothing. Okay? Its not your fault." Hoseok said smiling softly staring into Yoongi's unblinking eyes.
"Nothing is your fault hyung, people make their own decisions." Hoseok continued smiling gently, iorder to pull yoongi out of the dreary state he was in.
Yoongi's were fisted in Hoseok's shirt tightly and Hoseok's arms were around Yoongi's waist but neither noticed, not as Yoongi's lips were suddenly on Hoseok's.
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First of all; KIM TAEHYUNG WAS THE CREATOR? AND YOONGI AND TAE TAE IS MISSING? WHY?
IM JUNGSHOOK.
second; 1K reads?! THANK YOU!
IM JUNGSHOOK.
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