Torpidity.(A Sope fanfic) #Wattys2018

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Guys I'M SORRY IF THIS CHAPTER BORES YOU BUT THIS IS LIKE A TIMELINE OF YOONGI'S WORKS. AND HOW THEY ARE AFFECTED BY HIS EMOTIONS.

*also all words written below are purely mine.

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Burden

the curve of the shoulder,

bent, straight or slouched,

carries weights of stories that are painted with colors,

that does not exist in the visible spectrum of our kaleidoscopic eyes.

Do not underestimate the strength of sinew and bone,

the arch of the spine,

and the loudness of our minds.

Do my pheromones and bursting dopamine matter,

or my abstract painting neurons?

chasing after dreams that are not materialistic,

trying to make it realistic,

is that what being human is about?

Relationships do not have blood platelets or lymphocytes,

just like our minds which do not have a temporary exit,

to patch up the patches between the shuddering tectonic plates between our eternities.

Because Lies that tumble and froth over your lips,

propelled by our sharpened tongues,

they all vanquish in the end anyways,

trodden beneath snake skinned feat,

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Flawed.

I caressed the cheek of a tear,

Failing to see its effect on me.

I plucked out the flower of my seldom happiness,

Failing to see the roots I had left behind.

Only seeing the absence,

The fruit of satisfaction that I never received.

The dew drops that grace the delicate petals of a morning flower,

I wonder if they are the tears of an angel above,

Or the tears of a person wasting away in a shattered mirror,

Too busy to see the world abided by time,

Soar past her without a thought.

Why couldn't I see the garden I'd left behind and not the trodden earth?

Why couldn't I see the sea's eager white waves and not its beckoning depths?

Why couldn't I see the stars painting the sky and not its fueling fire?

Why couldn't I see the love in your eyes and not my flaws?

I saw the snow white feathers that failed to to fill the hole in my soul,