How Many dudes you know roll like me? Not many, if any

28 How many dudes you know roll like me? Not many, if any

Hey guys! Chapter 28 is it?

I hope ya'll enjoy it!

And an author note, if you guys dont know what opping means, it mean options, as in you're keeping your options open so you're not exclusively with someone, you're just hooking up... if that helps anyone! (I'm sorry, I'm terrible at describing things!)

Anyways just want to say a huge huge Thanks to my 302 fans!!! 302 people that's crazy! I remember my first fan :) Thanks for all your guys support .

Oh and listen to the vid, it's a song by one of my fav artists, Lykke Li, and it's my fav song of hers :)

Katary

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We ended up staying a lot later than we all planned. We had a bonfire and a few of us left at different times to get food and clothes to keep us warm. The boys also grabbed a few tools and built an insanely cool beach hut which could fit all of us in (at least 15 peeps). I had a lot of fun but by 8 o clock I was freezing my buns off and I decided to sneak off and try and walk home since no one else was keen to leave just yet.

I managed to get out of the car park when I heard the crunching of gravel behind me. I spun around and saw that it was Ryan. His eyes sparkled in the darkness and for a moment I was taken away.

'Where do you think you're sneaking off to?' he asked, his voice tinted with a little nervousness.

'I thought I could try and sneak home.' I replied.

'Well you got caught.'

'Seems so.' This was truly the first time our conversations together had ever turned awkward.

We stood opposite each other for a few seconds, neither of us knowing what to say to break the silence.

'Ana, I.' I could tell Ryan was having a hard time stringing a sentence together. But I couldn't help him out.

'I'll walk you home.' His words letting out a sigh of frustration. I was itching to ask what he really wanted to say, but it really felt like the wrong time to ask.

I look out in front of me and saw a car coming. It was in that moment that I knew I had to say something to Ryan; this was my moment to make things clear between us.

'Ryan, I have to tell you the truth.' I told him and his eyes flicked up and met my gaze. His eyes let away more secrets than I'm sure he wanted to give.

I let the words spill rather than carefully construct the sentences. Either way he wasn't going to like whatever I said whatever way I worded it.

'Damien and I go out. He asked me yesterday. I'm sorry for lying but I didn't want to hurt your feelings and now I realise that I may have hurt them more and I'm sorry for my insensitivity but I really do like him and I'm gonna make a go of it.' My sentence broke off into the silence. I had nothing else to add. Ryan's eyes escaped my stare and he then just nodded and walked away.

I was lost. I had no idea had just happened. Did he really have nothing to say to me? I mean, I...

Hurt the boy. That's what happened. I don't know whether I should be angry or sad.

I just watched his form walk off back to the beach. For once my brain wasn't going a hundred miles an hour in all different directions. I was surprisingly calm. It felt really bad to think, but telling Ryan the truth felt like a kind of release. Like the weight on my shoulders was lifted. It was like he was the one that bared the most pressure. Telling everyone else now would be like baking brownies; a piece of cake.