How Many dudes you know roll like me? Not many, if any

24 How many dudes you know roll like me? Not many, if any

Hi ya'll! Sorry this has taken me so long!

I apologize! I've been a busy lady but I hope you enjoy! (sorry it's so short, but I'm starting the next chapter asap cos I feel so bad)

Katary

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I felt his fingers slip away from mine and instantly I felt the cool air pass between them.

I decided to not say anymore and just walk away. I also didn't really know what to say. He knew I saw the disappointment in his eyes. He also knew how I didn't feel about us as strongly as he did.

But I did feel something. I still do. As I walk back to the beach the memories from the weekend all come flooding back to me. I just can't stop getting Ryan out of my mind. The feelings I have for both of these amazing guys are... strange. It's insanely hard to explain. With Damien there's that animal magnetism, which comes from his incredibly good looks. And a heat between us every time we're around each other. It burns every time we touch.

With Ryan... it's a completely different feeling. He makes me feel free. There's no barrier, nothing to climb over, just an endless beautiful horizon stretching on forever.

Even that doesn't even scratch the surface on the complexity of my thoughts and feelings at the moment.

I know Ryan and I haven't done anything romantic yet, but I know that he would jump at the chance if he could. I've known him for years and I know his true feelings. He's just, never really said them seriously to me before.

But with Damien he just came out of nowhere and ignited this burning flame in me, and with each and every look, or touch, or word spoken, it's like the fire increases in size, spreading slowly but surely throughout my body. It's at the point now where I don't think I can control it anymore.

So which to choose? The god or the joker? Sex on a stick or green eyed boy? Two dimples or one?

I let the ocean decide. There has been many a time when I have needed something to aid me in a possibly life altering decision, and I find that the cool ocean water always helps me clear my mind and focus my thoughts. I dive under the water and that familiar feeling sweeps over me. I look back around the beach and I see Damien walking towards me.

I've decided the path I am going to take.

I just hope it's the right one.

I watch Damien as he dives under the wave. As he comes back up I can see the water glide off his body and my hands begin the familiar want to touch him as he draws nearer. He wipes his face and stares straight back at me. Soon enough he's standing right in front of me. My neck is craned upwards looking at him and I notice the droplets hanging off the ends of his hair. I lift my hand up and brush the drops away from his hair and push it back as he continued to gaze at me intensely. I let my hand drop and I push myself up and press my lips to his.

My hands snake their way around his neck as his move around my waist and push my body against his. We deepen the kiss more and the heat suddenly appears as the waves push past us crashing our bodies closer and closer together.

I finally break the kiss off, my feet feeling the pressure of tippy toeing for a long amount of time. I turn my head and I move my hands and wrap them around his waist. I sense his chin rest on my head and I smile against his chest. I can hear his heart pounding and I notice that it's going just as fast as mine.

'So I guess this means we can do that trail now? That's actually why I came out here before you practically jumped my bones' Damien says casually. I pull my head away from his mighty fine looking chest and smirk at him.