How Many dudes you know roll like me? Not many, if any

25(b) How many dudes you know roll like me?

This is the end of chapter 25 that i couldn't be bothered writing lol

but it's just something to fill the time in for you guys!!!!

And the vid is a song by Sia who is one of the best artists out of Australia! Neighbours....

okay enjoy!

Katary

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It was quite the relief to see my girls again, it felt like forever since we last hung out.

'Hey sexy ladies!' I yelled at them as I put my phone on my bedside table.

They both sat on either side of me and inspected my injuries.

'Oh my blister you look terrible!' Ma exclaimed and she gave me a hug. Jules agreed and I hugged her after Ma.

'Yeah I know, long story. Do you guys wanna hear it?' I asked and both of their eyes lit up like little puppies getting a treat.

All three of us lay down on the bed and I told them EVERYTHING that happened throughout the day. Jules was in shock when I told her about Damien but Ma said she knew it was coming. I gave her a punch for that. They grilled me all about the kisses, and my feelings, but I tried not to give too much away. I'm still not too sure on my own feelings at the moment anyway.

We talked for a while longer when Ryan came in to say bye. He lingered at the door awhile and I thought he was going to say something but he just walked away. I thought it was slightly weird but when I glanced at my girls I knew I was going to get a huge spiel about something.

'Spit it out.' I groaned and sat up.

'Does Ryan know what happened today?' Ma asked.

'Well, he knows I fell down a cliff but that's it.' I told her and she shook her head. I glanced over to Jules and she spoke. 'He's going to be heartbroken angel, he knows something went down between you and Damien and he's going to be broken when he finds out you're going out with him!'

I was annoyed by that comment. I knew that. I've been trying not to think about it ever since I saw Ryan's face in the hallway today. I know he likes me, I just hope it isn't as much as Jules and Ma says or else I'm going to feel like a complete and utter bitch. I have probably unknowingly been leading Ryan on these past couple of days, and when he hears that I'm taken, he's going to hate me for sure.

'Why'd you guys bring that up? I've been trying to ignore that train of thought all afternoon!' I exclaimed and they both looked at me in surprise.

'You know he likes you?' Ma asked.

'Yes I know he likes me, but I'm pretty sure it's not as much as you two make it out to be.' I said. They exchanged glances with each other then looked back at me.

'Did you not see those puppy dog eyes when he was standing at the door?' Ma told me and I shook my head. I saw him looking but they weren't puppy dog eyes, were they?

'The boy can't keep his eyes off you, been that way for years, seriously how many times has he confessed his love for you?' Jules added.

'Yeah and how many times has he shouted it out in front of school assembly? The boy doesn't have shame!' I retorted.

I refused to believe at what they were getting at. He doesn't...

'The boy adores you Ana.' Ma murmured.

I shook my head in complete and utter disbelief. 'He does not!'

'Oh wake up angel. Ryan is in love with you. It's blatantly obvious.' Jules whispered and with that statement I was silenced.

I had been avoiding that word all night and there she goes, my baby telling me like it is. I didn't want to hear it, not now, not when I'm going out with Damien. It's unfair.

'We're your wake up call Ana. The next person who needs to know about this is him.' Ma said. 'He has a right to know.' She added in.

'Bullshit.' I whispered.

What right? Because he likes me he has a right to know who I go out with. That's bullshit.

'This is shit! He has no right to know. What about my rights? The right where I get to enjoy the fact that the hottest guy I have ever seen has asked me out! What about that one? What about the fact that he's my first ever boyfriend? What about that huh?' I started yelling at them. I felt bad about it, but they made me feel worse.

Ma retaliated. 'We're just letting you know the facts Ana! Of course you have those rights! We're sorry you haven't gotten to utilise them as much as other couples have but you girl, you're in a love triangle and because of that you need to cut one of these guys off and it has be done soon before he hurts more!'

My head fell into my hands. I knew they were only here to help me out and that everything they've said is true, I do need to cut him off, but I really don't want to hurt his feelings at all. I still want the relationship we have now. But if I tell him will our relationship ever be this good again? My mind comes up with too many questions and not enough answers. And I need a hell of a lot more answers than I do questions.

'When did I get in this mess?' I sighed.

'When you decided one was worth more than the other.' Jules told me in her motherly fashion.

I rested my head on her shoulder and Ma wrapped her arms around me and we just laid there thinking about the huge catastrophe I was in. Eventually I nodded off, exhausted by the days events.