Reset (Underfell Brothers)

Chapter 4

Pain. I felt pain. Mumble. I heard mumbling. I was on the floor, completely knocked out. I looked up while grabbing my head. Everything was blurry, except for Sans. The flame on his right eye socket indicate that he was using magic. Against me?... Why? I don't get it.

I tried to focus on him. Why was Sans crying? He looked like... He hated me.
What did I do this time to make my own brother hate me so much? That he actually cried? Please don't cry Sans.
However, I can't used my voice.

Sans turned his back on me,
"Goodbye Bro".

No.. Please... You're the only family member I had...

But no words came out from my mouth.

Dammit! Speak Papyrus!

I couldn't do anything but to watch him go. I used all my will and strength to lift my hand out. I tried, and tried, and tried. I'm about to reached him, almost there.

But he faded away, and the door closes.

As soon as the door closes,

I jolted awake. Dear Asgore, what on underground, just happened? Why do I keep dreaming about these stuffs? Did I deserve all these because of what I did to Sans previously? Please stop. I realised my mistakes, please stop. I clutch my head real tight.

Just go away. Please. I'm tired.

"Boss?" I flinched.

"Sans! Who gave you the fucking permission to enter my fucking room?!" I shouted.

"I-i'm sorry Boss.. I just wanted to check up on you because you were pleading about something and I thought you had a nightmare. Afterwards, you were panting really hard and it make me even more concern," he came closer and closer, " I... Really care about you, you know?".

I pinched the bridge of my nose in frustration, I sounded so pathetic, so..useless. He put his hand on my shoulder, and my body tense up, "Hey, hey, it's okay. Everything is alright".

I eventually gave it in, and relaxed my body. He sat next to me and rubbed my back in circles.

"There, there. You wanna talked about it?" His voice was almost like a whisper.

"No... I don't. I hate it. Makes me feel so useless and pathetic," I shaked my head afterwards.

"Well, that's okay then. I will always be here if you are ready to talked about it,"he smiled at me, "and trust me Boss, you are not useless or pathetic, okay?".

I looked away, still not trying to give in the affection. Sans seeing this, made him chuckled.

"Anyways, I gotta do my duty, or else, someone would be pissed if I even came late by one minute," he grinned.

I glared at him hard and he laughed. I tried to hold in my laughter as well but I failed, making me chuckled.

"That's actually the first time I heard you laugh in years," tears threatened to spilled out of Sans eyes sockets.

I wiped his tears away. Guilt started to rose up. I made him cried in my dreams as well. I am a bad brother. A really, really bad brother.