Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*

day one

Maybe you don't remember, the days I ignored you after you canceled our movie marathon. I could always refresh your memory, Park Jimin.

My phone dinged from the side of me, for the twelfth time in the past two minutes, already knowing who it was from the first two messages.

But I carried on reading, soon, it stopped.

Then a few seconds later the familiar ringtone ran through the room, I was trying to keep my mind of you, scared of what was going to come out of my mouth if I talked to you.

Then your voicemail started, "baby girl, please answer me. I know you're listening to this, I don't know what I did wrong, but I'm sorry. Please, call me back", the way the pet name rolled off his tongue caused a hurtful pain to run through you, starting from your lungs and rising. But stopped, it stopped once I remembered, Park Jimin canceled on you, Y/N, carry on being angry at him. "Tell me what I did wrong to upset you."

You turned your phone off, not wanting to hear anything from your phone or Jimin.

Another day passed, you had decided to check your phone this morning, soon to regret as you had seventy-three messages from chim💕, fourteen missed calls from chim💕, six voice mails from chim💕, four messages from yoongi, and two missed calls from taetae.

Checking Yoongi's messages first, it was him making sure you were okay after Jimin had come to his house in tears.

[9:24 PM]

Yoongi:
Are you okay?
Yoongi:
Jimin just showed up in tears.
Yoongi:
He seems really worried.
Yoongi:
Let me know when you see this.

[8:16 AM]

Y/N:
I'm okay Yoongi, really.
Y/N:
Please don't tell Jimin, I'm trying to ignore him.

Taehyung's calls were no doubt very similar, so I quickly sent him a message.

[8:18 AM]

Y/N:
hey Tae, I'm sorry for worrying you,
but I am okay, please don't tell Jimin,
I'm suppose to be ignoring him.
Y/N:
You're gonna tell him aren't you?

Taetae:
Y/N!! You're okay!
Taetae:
I'm sorry, as soon as I saw your
message I told him, he called me
last night freaking out because he
couldn't get in contact with you.
Taetae:
Please don't ignore me too.

Y/N:
Its okay Taehyung, I won't ignore you,
you're too cute to ignore.

Quickly getting up from where I had sat on the bed, it was already the afternoon and I still hadn't opened opening up Jimin's constant messages, they were still going on.

You looked over at your phone, wanting to know what Jimin had been saying, reaching over and unlocking it. Hesitatingly opening the messages Jimin had sent in the past couple of minutes.

[4:26 PM]

Chim💕:
Please, please reply to me.
Chim💕:
You replied to the other two,
but why aren't you replying
to me? What can I do to fix
this, Y/N?
Chim💕:
Can't you see I'm worried
about you? I want to know
what I did to make you
angry with me.
[Seen at 4:29 PM]

The feeling of something rising through your body had started once again and you quickly rushed to the bathroom across the hall, bumping into your brother, Seokjin who was about to open your door, shutting the door behind you and locking it, turning on the sink tap to hide the sound of yourself choking on what was in your throat.

"Y/N? Is everything okay? Jimin just called me saying you aren't replying to him", Seokjin had said from outside the bathroom door.

"I'm okay, I just don't want to talk to him at the moment."

Whatever was in your lungs had caused you're voice to become raspy.

"Are you getting sick? I'll make you soup if you want."

"Thank you, Seokjin." His footsteps had gone downstairs allowing you to cough what was stuck in your throat with your eyes tightly shut with tears coming from the corners of them.

Once the scratch feeling had gone, you opened your eyes to see a singular red flower petal floating in the toilet water, your eyes growing wide as you saw the petal that you were pretty sure you hadn't consumed.

You must remember now, Jimin, maybe tomorrow I'll remind you on how my heart broke more when you came to my house the day after. Insisting on knowing why I had ignored you, rescheduling our movie marathon for that night, but spending half of it ignoring me and talking to her.

[18//09//14]
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