Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*

H day 102

Its been a week since you got let out of the hospital, six days since you got a text from Jimin asking if you were feeling okay, you replied with a short answer. Five days since the letter sat at the back of your head, and 4 days its been you, Seokjin, and Namjoon. There wasn't a sign of Jungkook, he had gone on a trip with Taehyung and Yoongi back to Busan. He didn't even know about the letter, no one did. You went through the mail before Seokjin did, running up the stairs and slamming the door behind you with it in your hand.

You had broken down then, you knew it was all real, but it finally hit you that this was your reality now, you had to make a decision.

You walked down the stairs with the ripped empty envelope in hand, know Jin was downstairs.

"Seokjin?"

"Living room!"

You walked in and spotted Seokjin sitting with Namjoon"s arms around him and Hoseok lying on the other couch.

"Y/N!", Hoseok screeched and ran to hug you, crunching the envelope between the two of you.

"Hi Hoseok."

"What's this?", he said as he pulled away, you hoped he wouldn't have noticed.

"It's an envelope", you looked over to Seokjin, "from the hospital."

"We don't need to talk about this here, we'll talk about it later", Seokjin said as he stood.

"From the hospital? Is something wrong?"

"Hoseok, nows not the time."

"Its fine, Namjoon", you said and pulled the overly folded letter from your pocket and handed it over to Hoseok. "You don't have to read it, but I'd like for everyone- almost everyone, to know before I make a decision."

Hoseok went and sat back down as he started folding out the paper, you were fidgeting in your spot, watching as his face stopped with a reaction at one point, before he continued.

"Y/N, since when?"

"Since late July."

"Princess, I'm so sorry", he said as he stood back up.

"Its okay, its not your fault, and this is something I've got to go through, by myself for now."

"Yourself? What about the deal you made with Jungkook?"

"He's with Taehyung, right now in Busan."

"What does Jungkook got to do with this?"

"He has hanahaki too, Hoseok."

There was silence, as the four of you stared at each other.

"Who is it?"

"What?"

"Who is it? Who are you in love with, Y/N?"

You stared back at him for a bit, "Jimin, I'm-" there was a pause in your words," I'm in love with Jimin", neither Seokjin or Namjoon had heard you say that.

"But he's with Soobin."

"It started before they got together", you went and sat down next to him. "There was a party, on one of our movie nights, he cancelled our movie night because she asked him to go. It was two days of me ignoring him, when the first petal-"

"Its okay, you don't need to tell me everything."

"I just want you to know, I want you all to know, but when everything happens, I need you all by my side, yet someone to hold up Jimin."

"You've made a decision?"

"After hearing myself say it, it made me realise, the deal I made with Jungkook, isn't going to work out, it wouldn't have worked out. Taehyung messaged me a couple of days ago, he said that he's gonna confess to Jungkook while they're in Busan. Once I got the letter, I knew I needed to make a decision."

"Which is?"

"I'm gonna do the surgery. I have to, he's in love with Soobin and I don't want him to feel forced to love me, and I don't wanna die either, I've got a life to live Seokjin."

"Well, were gonna make this the best decision you've made, before and afterwards, I'm here with you", Hoseok spoke with a large smile on his face.

"Yeah, me too", Namjoon added on.

"I've been with you your whole life, and that's not going to change."

"Thank you, so damn much."

It was getting late and Hoseok had gone home, while Namjoon decided to stay over. You were in your room, watching Pretty Little Liars on Netflix (its one of my favourites, go along with it). As you were watching it, your phone lit up to the side of you with gukkie labeled across the screen. You contemplated not answering him, but answered anyway.

"Hey Kookie, what's up?"

"Taehyung confessed to me today!" Jungkook's loud voice spoke through the phone.

"Really? What'd you say?"

"I said yes you silly."

"So the two of you are together?"

"Yeah we are."

"Congrats Kookie", you said as your eyes became teary.

"Thanks, hey I've gotta go, were meeting up with Yoongi-hyung, but were coming home tomorrow so I'll talk to you then, princess?"

"Yeah, yeah sounds great, I'm happy for you and Tae."

"Thank you, bye!"

"Bye."

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