Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*

day ten

I was with Jungkook the day you came over, we we're cuddled up on the couch wrapped in blankets as the cold weather started, with a bowl of popcorn in our laps and snacks littered around us, watching iron man, under the request of Jungkook but I didn't mind, you know how much I love marvel.

It was very unannounced for you to show up, interrupting our movie for your announcement that wasn't asked for.

Jungkook opened the door while I continued watching the movie, almost slamming it on your face once he noticed who you were with. But he didn't, you two are friends, we were friends.

So he let you in, and when I saw you walk in with her, your hand intertwined with hers, I almost vomited on the spot, and it would of been the first time in two days, Jungkook, Seokjin and Namjoon were good distractions. I tried to be happy for you, it worked, it really did. Then you asked if you both could stay and watch the movie with us and I couldn't say no, so Jungkook gave you two some of our large pile of blankets, while I went to the bathroom upstairs, vomiting out my feelings.

When I came back down the movie was back on and Jungkook had looked oddly uncomfortable, quickly pulling myself down and wrapped me in his arms, I saw you look over.

With suspicion in your eyes.

But you didn't need to know.

It would have been tolerable if she didn't whine the whole time, 'why do we have to watch this? Its so stupid and that plot isn't even that good, the guys aren't even hot, can we just watch Mean Girls?'. Jungkook and I both wanted to scream, quietly whispering to each other about her.

I wish I could admit it, but she was beautiful, Jimin, and I could never be as beautiful as her.

But I still wouldn't break your heart like she would break yours.

Lee Soobin, you've must not of heard all the shit about her Jimin, but I'm not going to break it to you.

[18//10//10]