Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*

day seven

[A/N: Okay, you may be really confused, H day (#no) is the number of days Y/N is into the disease, well since the first flower fell. The day (#no) is the day Y/N is writing it and if its got something that happened, the day she is referencing to doesn't have a separate date. I hope this helped, and I hope you're enjoying this so far!]

One day, just one day, I knew this would all be over. You always knew where I liked to hide things in my house, so it wouldn't of been hard for you to find these entry's. You would basically call these diary entry's, wouldn't you? But that seems to middle school. More of a journal, the paths I've gone down while having this disease.

Its getting closer to your birthday, Jimin, and you invited me to your small gathering of friends at your house. But I didn't exactly know if I should show up, I knew she was going to be there. Its funny, how I've judged her just because you've left me, all I know is that's she's a darling, if I meet her I might be able to understand why you have such feelings for her.

If I show up, if, would I actually be recognised for being there? If I didn't show up, would you even care?

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