Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*

day two

Seokjin told you I was 'sick', he told you I didn't want to talk to you. Yoongi told you I was ignoring you, Taehyung told you I was ignoring you, why couldn't you just understand, Park Jimin? You really like getting what you want, don't you? But you got what you wanted, didn't you, you got to see if I was okay, but you still talked to her.

I didn't tell you this Jimin, but Jungkook was suppose to be coming over that day, he was going to tell me something, but because you were there, he didn't, isn't that odd, Park Jimin? One of your own best friends didn't come to my house because you were there. I must say, you have a way of getting people to not tell things to others, first myself, then Jungkook?

Maybe you were too love struck to realize, that your own best friend was heart broken. Its petty, I know, but all I wanted was for you to realize that I was there, that I cared more than her.

But you never did.

I said I was going to say what happened the day after, but do I still tell you? Tell you how I felt, tell you how I felt when you talked to me instead of her? The truth was going to come out eventually, why not let a part of it out now?

A small, almost soundless knock came from the opposite side of the door, "who is it?"

"Seokjin."

"Come in", you're back was facing the door, as you sat at your desk, searching up why you coughed up a flower petal.

"Someones here to see you."

"Kim Seokjin, I told you that-" you turned around to see Jimin standing in front of a closed door tear stain cheeks.

"Hey, baby girl", the feeling you had gotten yesterday had started again, but you quickly scoffed it down. "Seokjin told me you were sick." He had taken a few steps forward, but stopped as he saw you step back.

"I'm fine", your voice was raspy, and something inside you was threatening to come out, but you forced it back down.

"You don't sound fine, and you're pale too. You know I don't like seeing you sick, baby girl."

"You don't need to worry, Jimin, I swear I'm fine. I don't need your help or anything, I just need some time alone."

After your words Jimin had literally jumped onto your bed, sitting cross legged as he cutely stared up at you. "Well, can we do our movie marathon now? I feel sorry for canceling on you", you should be, you thought, knowing that it was the reason why you had held a grudge against him.

You had unconsciously gotten closer the bed, seeing how much Jimin was begging you with his eyes as he wanted you to agree, "Jimin, I told you I want-"

"To be alone, I know baby girl. But I can't leave you alone knowing you hate me."

"Fine", your voice was croaky and your throat was locking up, you quickly walked over to your desk and closed the tab that was open, opening Netflix and taking your laptop over to Jimin, indication for him to choose a movie. "I'm just going to go to the bathroom and to the kitchen quickly, okay chim?"

A teeth filled smile showed on his face as you called him by his pet name, knowing he was getting you back to normal, "okay."

You walked out of your room and into the bathroom across the hall, shutting the door behind you and turned the sink tap on once again. You looked into the mirror, noticing how you were pale. Your mind was running on that smile Jimin had given you, the was his pet name for you rolled over his plumped lips, how he had cutely begged you to agree with him, the pout that had rested on his lips.

The familiar feeling grew in your lungs and you were back hunched over the toilet bowl coughing, already knowing what was going to be coughed out.

"Y/N? Are you sure its nothing bad?"