Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*

day six

First it was Seokjin, then it was you, then it was Namjoon. All because of Seokjin. You didn't even try to find out what was wrong, but namjoon did. Maybe I was wrong about you all along Jimin, but I'm waiting, waiting for the day when you come running back to me cause you're heart got broken. Of course I would still help you, help you get over her, without actually saying anything about how heartbroken I was. Because I had told Jungkook everything anyway.

By time you're reading this, there's only two reasons why you would get this, I would one, either be dead, or two, I would have forgotten everything I felt for you, and you'd try and fix it, like you would, you never wanted us to lose our friendship.

You may not have realised, but by this point in time, we we're already losing it, Jimin. You can try and stop me from be coming good friends with Jungkook, but you were too late. We told each other everything.

From how it started, how he started loving Taehyung, and how I started loving you.

All the way to the end.

The ending we chose together, we both knew that we would go through it together.

But I felt like I was going to be left behind.

Jimin, I really wished you would have realised. That I needed you more than ever, but I needed you to stay away or I would be gone sooner.

Before I could make my own decision.

[18//09//29]