Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*

H day 130

It was the day of Y/N's surgery, and all the boys, except Jimin, were gathered together in her hospital room. The only person who was confused, was Taehyung.

"Why's Y/N getting surgery? She doesn't have cancer or anything does she?"

"No Taehyung, she doesn't have cancer", Jungkook replied. Jungkook was sitting next to him, his hand holding Taehyungs and his eyes were glazed in tears.

"I'm dying, Tae", Y/N replied as her eyes started to water.

"I don't understand."

"Have you heard of hanahaki, Taehyung?"

"Yeah I saw it on the news one time."

"Its a disease I have, and this is the only way it can go away."

The rest of the boys were sitting in silence, they wouldn't know what to say in this situation. Seokjin was in tears while Namjoon comforted him, Taehyung and Jungkook sat together, and Yoongi and Hoseok were together trying to conceal their own tears.

"Doesn't someone with Hanahaki love someone?", you nodded. "Then who is it?"

"There's only one person not here, Tae, one person who doesn't know", hearing those words come out of your own mouth caused sobs to escape your mouth and heavy tears to fall.

"Can I talk to her alone, guys?", Jungkook had asked. The rest of the boys slowly making their way out as Jungkook sat by your side.

"There's no way I could get you out of this, could I?", you shook your head. This was your choice, and you wanted to face it head on. "But we planned to do all of this together."

"Now you have Tae, kook, and I won't let you lose a chance at love cause I can't get it. Promise me you won't lose him."

"I won't, I won't lose him", Jungkook spoke as the tears fell from his eyes as he stared into your teary eyes and held your hand.

"You need to tell him soon", Jungkook only nodded, his tears were falling harder. "I have something I need to give you", you reached into the bag that was at the side of your bed and pulled out your notebook and passed it to Jungkook. "I need you to give that to Jimin once my surgery is done."

"Okay, I will. Seokjin wants to talk to you as well, it'll all work out okay", you nodded as you weakly smiled at him. "I love you."

"I love you too."

He slowly let go of your hand and made his way to the door, stopping once he got to the door and looked back at you, he waved, and continued.

You knew that the surgery was going to go well, but once Seokjin had walked thought the door to your room, you instantly broke down and he was quick to shut the door and rush to your side and hold you against his chest.

"Shhhh, its okay, you'll be okay."

"I'm gonna miss him, Jinnie."

"I know, I know princess."

"When I get out of the hospital, he'd know and nothing would be the same", you spoke in sobs.

"Nothing's ever going to be the same. Just know that once this is all over, you're going to find love again and Jimin will still be your best friend they'll just be a few problems with it."

You looked up to Seokjin, "I'm sorry if I've been a nuisance, once this is over I'll move out so you and Namjoon-"

"You can stay as long as you need to", he cut you off. "As long as I know that you're safe, you can stay as long as you want."

"Thank you, Jinnie."

"You're welcome, Princess."

The two of you sat on the bed holding onto each other and the boys had eventually come in and were gathered around your bed in silence.

The foot soon opened and a nurses head popped in, "we'll be taking you to the room where we do the surgery in a few minutes", she said before she left and shut the door.

"Will you be here when I come out?"

"We all will be, we'll be waiting here and we won't be leaving", Seokjin replied.

"Unless we get hungry, I've been craving take out recently", Yoongi said and it had earned a few chuckles from everyone.

"I'm really thankful, for all of you."

The nurse had returned after you said that, and all the boys had wished you luck. The hardest was Seokjin and Jungkook, they both had tears running down there face as the nurses had wheeled your bed out of the room.

You entered the surgery room and noticed how many doctors and nurses were assisting the surgery. As you were placed in the centre of the room, the few nurses that had brought you into the room, had begun connecting wires to you while one of them explained what was going to happen during the surgery. Soon the doctors were ready and a nurse was placing the mask connected to the anaesthetic to your face.

"Can you count down from ten for me?"

"Ten, nine", you started as things started getting hazy, "eight.....seven", your eyes began to close. "Six."

I love you Park Jimin.

You were out like a light.

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