I always cared for you Jimin, but you were to occupied to realize.
Why couldn't you care for me like you once did?
Like you did all those years, all those eight years, the eight years you made me believe we could have been something more then best friends.
Why couldn't you realized that I was in more pain then a normal heart break? How could you realize, when you didn't even know I was heart broken.
If we didn't have plans that one night, would I have lost you? Would you still be by my side? Loving me instead of her?
I know I'm being selfish, but I just wish you knew, Park Jimin, the amount of pain you're putting me through is becoming unbearable.
And I wish, I wish it would just stop.
It will, its going too, but I'm not ready Jimin, I'm not ready to lose my love for you. I know this is for the best for myself, but I don't regret falling in love with you Park Jimin.
[17//11/23]
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Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*
FanfictionI still remember the day the first petal fell so clearly, you canceled on our movie marathon, because she asked you to a party, and I was broken. Hanahaki disease!AU JiminxFemale reader
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