Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*

H day 127

Since your metabolism had been dropping, you would either spend the whole night sleeping away, or having reckless thoughts as you continued coughing your feelings.

Your days became dull too, rarely seeing Jungkook since he was with Taehyung, seeing Yoongi and Hoseok often, unless they were at work and Namjoon was currently packing up most of his house and moving in with you and Seokjin, owning his house, waiting for you to be ready to move out. You sat in bed most of time, watching some show on your laptop, sitting by the window, hoping to see Jimin following the footpath, making his way to your house. You had at least one meal a day, if you were feeling good about yourself you would have two.

You had gotten a message from the hospital a couple of days ago, getting informed that your surgery would be pushed forward to November the 27th, you're birthday was in four days, you'd still be able to celebrate the way you wanted.

Seokjin's constantly asking what you want to do, yet you're never able to get a response out. How are you suppose to say that you want to spend it with the guy you love without throwing up?

Seokjin needed an answer, he doesn't want you to spend it sitting in your room hoping for some miracle, he knows Jimin adores Sobin, he wouldn't be showing up confessing his undying love for you.

As you slowly made your way down the stairs, Seokjin was sitting on the couch with his phone in his hand, no doubt texting Namjoon.

"Jinnie?", you spoke to him quietly, yet his head to whipped around at the sound.

"Yes princess?" He had his hand out for you to take, which you did and pulled you to sit on the couch facing him as he faced you. "What is it?"

"Can we just have to boys over, for my birthday?"

"Is that what you wanna do? We can do something else if you want, you know that."

"I'm to weak to do anything, Jinnie", you weren't lying either, your voice was still weak and you felt like you were going to collapse any second.

"I'll sort everything out for you."

"Can you maybe try and get Jimin."

"I'll even drag him here if I have to, princess."

[18//11//14]