Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*

day three, pt I

After you left that night, after trying so hard to stay, I had opened the same tab again. Finally finding out what it was, realizing that the pain you were putting me through was just going to get worse as time went on.

The next morning, I wasn't the only one who woken up with tear stained cheeks and puffy eyes. But it wasn't you, and when the doorbell went off a few minutes after I woke up, I expected it to be you trying to fix this again.

But as I opened the door, I saw a pale Jungkook, staring back at me, looking exactly how I felt.

"Jungkook?", you spoke before he ran into you, wrapping his arms around your waist as he put his face in the crook of your neck. "Kookie, you gotta tell me what's wrong."

"Noona", his voice broke as a cough came through his throat. "Hyung canceled last night, I had to come see you."

"Upstairs Jungkook, go on", you told him before the boy slightly nodded, racing upstairs and looking out the door, looking down the road and shutting the door behind you before following Jungkook up to your room.

"Jungkook?", you sat down next him and Jungkook was quick to put his face in your shoulder, another cough rising. "You've gotta tell me, kookie, I can't help if I don't know."

"But you can't help, noona."

"Is it to do with Taehyung?", another cough rose from him and you started to grow suspicious, he nodded. "Do you want to tell me what happened?", he shook his head.

"I just wanna rest, noona", he said before he laid down against your messy bed, putting himself under the covers. "Can you stay with me? I don't wanna be alone anymore."

"Let me just go get me some water first, okay kookie?", he hummed in response. "Go to sleep, I'll be back."

You stood up and left the room, walking down stairs and to the kitchen, seeing Seokjin sitting at the center island, staring back at you. "I thought Jimin left?"

"He did."

"So he's back?"

"No, its Jungkook", you saw the look in his eyes, he thought something happened. "No, don't worry. He showed up just after i woke up and he's not feeling well, Taehyung canceled on him last night."

"Is something wrong?"

"He said its something he doesn't want to tell you, or any of the boys, apparently you wouldn't understand. I'm the only one that would understand."

"Go on, you don't need to talk to me, you've got to go listen to him", you sent a smile back to him before walking back upstairs to your room, shutting the door quietly behind you, and sliding under the covers next to him. He was quick to curl up into your aide, you were able to clearly see the tiredness is his eyes and the way his tears were falling.

"I'm here, Jungkook. Now go to sleep, you can tell me when you wake up."

"Thanks, noona", he said closing his eyes and putting his head in the crook of your neck, he was fragile, you could see it in him, the way he rested his head against you, or the way he wanted to cuddle you to sleep, he needed someone next to him, and you knew it wasn't you.

You grabbed his arm, wrapping it over you as he pulled you in, a tear fell from your eye as it happened, closing your eyes and falling asleep with him.

[18//09/16]