Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*

day 13

Jungkook, Taehyung and Yoongi have been back for four days, I saw Jungkook when they got back. Yesterday, Yoongi arrived with Hoseok, apparently Yoongi found out about Jungkook on their small trip, finding out about myself. Hoseok found out about Jungkook once they got back. As of yet, neither yourself or Taehyung know.

I don't know when Taehyung would find out, finding out about myself would mean finding out about Jungkook, finding out about Jungkook would mean finding out about myself. Were a package deal.

But you, you wouldn't find out, we don't talk, and when you talk to Jungkook, he knows he can't break it to you, because you're Park Jimin.

You'll try and fix it. Fix me. Fix us.
But Jimin, were no longer an us.

Its myself.

And you and Soobin, and when the day comes, when its only myself, you won't be with me.

Or, Soobin won't be with you, but I wouldn't feel the way I do about you by then.

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