Carnation [PJM] *EDITING*

day three, pt II

You awoke to the sound of someone coughing, quickly sitting up as you remembered Jungkook was with you. Looking over and seeing him hunched over the edge of the bed coughing. Quickly going to his side as he tried pushing you away, but was to weak to put power into it.

"Jungkook? Are you okay?", he shook his head as he kept coughing. You wrapped your arms around his waist, leaning over his shoulder and seeing white flower petals surrounding his feet. "Jungkook-"

"Don't pity me."

"I'm not, I get what you're going through."

"But you don't", Jungkook pulled himself away from your grasp, turning around and looking at you. "You don't know how much pain I have to go through, the pain I get when he cancels on me, doesn't tell me the truth, that he's seeing someone. The pain is so unbearable that I can't hold it back anymore."

You stood from the bed, walking over to your desk and digging through the papers, finding the singular light red petal and grabbing it, walking back over to Jungkook, grabbing his hand and placing it in his hand, closing it as you let go of him. "Look at it, then tell me I don't understand. Jungkook."

His eyes widened as he saw what he was looking at, it was the same type of petal as his own, just a different color, a different meaning. "Noona, I didn't-"

"I know Jungkook, neither of us did", the two stared at each other, seeing how tears were building up. "Is it Taehyung?"

Jungkook nodded, letting tears drop from his eyes, "I don't understand, who do you- oh, its Jimin, isn't it?" You couldn't answer, all you did was clench your jaw as you looked to the side of him, also letting tears fall. "Noona", Jungkook said before he pulled you back into the hug, allowing you to sob into him as you tightly held onto his shirt.

"How long?"

"Three weeks. You?"

"Two days. Its not going to go away unless we make it go away, isn't it? But I guess you have a chance, the white carnation means pure love and good luck, unlike the-"

"Light red which is admiration, I know", Jungkook answered. "But we're in this together now, we'll make the choices of what happens to us, we can't let each other suffer until its too much."

Why do you think Jungkook and I got so close, Jimin? You always noticed, but never asked, you just got in the way. Why couldn't we be like before? When you wouldn't get mad that I had started ignoring you and became good friends, basically siblings with Jungkook.

You always thought something was happening between the two of us, but didn't know that there was nothing because you didn't believe that. But we couldn't tell you that yourself and Taehyung were literally killing us from the inside out.

[18//09//16]