Do I Scare You?- [Zayn Malik AU]

Final Goodbye:').

Well hello strangers!;) omFG THIS IS THE 100TH PAGE

Gosh, i miss this book haha! I hope you're all enjoying the sequel because i know i am! i would just like to thank you all for your AMAZING support over the past year; yes it's been a year since i first wrote this book. (31/05/13) My baby :') i'm so happy with all the comments, votes, reads, even if you're a silent reader just by taking a look at any of my work you've made an annoying stalkerish obsessive skittle loving strawberry allergic British girl very happy.

honestly, never in my wildest dreams would i have expected that this story would reach 10k, i received that many i believe, six days before 2013's christmas. i was so happy. then gosh, 100k came, then bloody 150k!!!!  i remember when i actually first came up with this idea; i was heading to a boring trip to the seaside with my family when i thought how amazing would it be to write a zayn malik story? after debating with so many ideas; i finally agreed that this storyline would be the best. my brother was the first to read the book so big up to him!! i have him recorded reading the first chapter of this book lil cutie(idiot) was ten at the time.

i wanted twists, drama, heartbreak, happiness, sadness, depression, laughter, smiles, anger, all to be in one and most importantly i wanted my two favourite boybands in one story ;) so here we have it.

seriously though; if you're not on the sequel you're missing out bae. so much drama, trust me.

i've made a brand new trailer and it's my second favourite trailer after the demons inside's trailer. it's on the side and i would love you all to check it out!!! those of you who are asking me about who killed Niall, darlings. i cannot tell you! it will all make sense when you read the sequel ;)

to be honest, i was praying that no-one would kill me with Liam died, but the amount of comments on that chapter was overwhelming? it was the most comments on one chapter by so much, your reactions were amusing ;) honestly i felt so heartless.

i have some questions that have been asked, to answer so i shall quickly do thatttt:

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How old are you?: Haha. those of you who thought i was like 20 i'm stunned because i'm actually only fourteen! (31/05/14)

Who do you ship with Nikki?: Nathan all the way.

Do you ship Zophia?: there are times when i don't, and i want her to go with Nathan but then Zayn is good for her tbh.

Who is Sophia's character based on?: hm, tbh some of her aspects are from me and some are from my imagination. no i don't have a zayn malik in my life but that would be amazing if i did haha.

Would you ever do a badboy Harry story?: i wouldn't mind but nothing compares(in my perspective) to badboy zayn; i mean c'mon guys he's hot.

Who is your OTP?: Zaylena and Hathan. (zayn malik & selena gomez / harry styles & nathan sykes)

How did you come up with such a dramatic storyline?: i've always loved stories that make you feel loads of different emotions, and keep you wanting more. i dropped a lot of bombshells in this book as well as the sequel if you've noticed, but i just come up with them on the spot i guess. i don't do planning, i just write and if it turns out crap; then so be it.

Do you reply to everyone?: i do try to, i mean i get so many inboxes and my parents are like dayum i thought you said you were antisocial? honestly in real life face to face shizz, i don't like to talk to my family and stuff but with my friends i talk way too much. i guess you could say i have different personalities.

What is your goal?: my goal is to have a hit story. i'd like to think that this story is a hit in the making but i'm sure it's a long way off.

Do you make your own covers & trailers?: yep. i wouldn't trust anyone to do it for me otherwise bc ocd.

Do you have any issues?: weird question. Should i answer that? everyone has issues love, it just depends how you deal with them. i don't like to deal with mines instead i help others and i end up feeling better about myself. so if any of you want any help or just want someone to talk to POP UP.

How many chapters are you planning/or have written for the sequel?: I've written 35 chapters so far, and i'm planning on keeping it going as long as possible bc i would be bored with my life otherwise haha.

Which other story would you recommend of yours to read?: umm, Styles' Smile is different and i would like to see people's reactions to it :)

Who is your favourite character in this story?: aha, it would have to beee... Niall was pretty fun to write, umm, Tom was also fun, umm Zayn was hilarious but Nathan would have to be my favourite joint favourite with Sophia.

What do you call your fans?: my fans, god that sounds weird doesn't it? umm i used to say cupcakes but i don't even like cake so that doesn't make sense? umm, tantits omfg HAHAHAHAH I JUST DIED IGNORE THAT. i'm gonna call y'all windmills because they're like fans aren't they? *everyone leaves the room and throws their poo at me* sorry bad joke. i don't think i have fans so.. idk. sorry?

FINAL QUESTION. Where do you see yourself in ten years time?: i'm hoping to be a PE teacher and a writer part time, hopefully at 24 have a stable job, finish university, have met my idols, um, and maybe even get married?(which is stupid bc i dont even believe in love so) idk, i want to be a writer but it's hard to meet the reader's needs. so many people like different stuff and i'm scared of rejection. i hope you will all read my first book ;) haha.

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So thank you all of you for your incredible support over the past year! READ THE SEQUEL, AND WATCH THE NEW TRAILER<3

I love you all so much. Signing off this book for the last time.

-Tanisha xo

 EDITEDDDD; 18/06/2014 - THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE 200,000 READS ITS CHANGED COLOUR WOWWOWWOW ILYSM