Love Game 3: To be or not to be? (√)

Episode 5

Endure
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Magulo ang utak ko, magulo ang buhay ko, magulo lahat. I can't even understand the sole reason of my being now. Too many changes that I can't even contain. Ang hirap isapuso. Taena!

"Hoy, tama na iyang kaartehan mo diyan, pasok na tayo pre!" Si Nikko, and damn! What the heck did he just said? Shuta.

Pag-iinarte? Nakakairita na sila! Taena, hindi ako umuwi dito para mag-inarte. I'm here because I want to live my life, upto it's fullest, iyon lang. Ano bang pinagsasabi nila? Damn it. Napatabon nalang ako ng unan habang nakahiga ako sofa ng tambayan.

Back in Germany, wala akong ginawa but to follow their orders noong napagtanto kong there's no use of opposing. Hinayaan ko nalang sila sa mga gustong ipagawa nila sa'kin. Exposing me to the real world of business. They all keep on talking about money which is wala naman akong pakialam. They all cared about money and how to get even more money. Money talks are everywhere like it's all that matters. Nakakasakal. Nyeta.

Noong pakiramdam kong I'm slowly getting their trust and I did everything to rebel, balik bisyo ako! Inom, sigarilyo at pakikipag away sa kung saan-saan just to get everybody's attention, and I mean it. Kailangan ko magpapansin the King way and I'm a pro to these stuffs. Ako pa ba?

I smirked.

After being known as an heir of our damned family's properties ay nag hasik ako ng kasamaan dahil alam kong whatever stupidity I'll cause will affects our businesses. Bad publicity at its finest iyon kaya iyon ang ginawa ko. Araw araw akong tumatakas sa bahay at naghahanap ng away sa bars, umiinom and go out with girls for fun, for fun lang and I even gota detension in jail. And lastly, just recently I went to a convention meeting and got drunk at sinadya kong magwala and led to a point that I've even exposed how choke I am with the kind of life I am going through,and  it's a tie na, they've ruined everything in me then I'll do the same. Huh.

Sumakit lang ang ulo nila sa'kin, and I was really happy to assumed that they're regretting everything that the've done. Like, isama ako sa pamilyang meron sila na minsan kailanman hindi ako naging masaya simula noong inaccept kuno nila ako and it all went down to a decision I've been waiting for! Pinabalik nila ako ng Pilipinas with two condition and one of it is to avoid Monique and damn it,  I don't even have a choice but to say yes at tsaka ko nalang iisipin kung paano makakalusot when the time comes. It's going to be damn complicated pero at least makakauwi ako.

When I went back to the PH., I had to live in our real house, the huge one with helpers as my companion. Nana volunteered to accompany me back here but I refused. I'm only seeing her and Tatay Mario as my parents allies. And that feels sucks but what's worse is that kasama si Monika dun, lahat sila nagsama to betray in one blow. pakershit.

Hindi ko alam pero pakiramdam ko talaga lahat tinalikuran ako and that includes her! The person I thought who will never ever forsake me did it anyway at masakit iyon, sobrang sakit! Tapos, nag iinarte lang ako ngayon? Madali lang sabihin iyon pero nasasaktan ako sa kung anong estado ng buhay ko. I feel like wala akong karapatan maging masaya, and I don't understand why they can't give me that

Damn it.

"Hindi nga ako papasok ngayon diba?! Anong mahirap intindihin Nikko?!" I exclaimed and that's because I'm effin irritated. Punyeta talaga!

Natawa si Mokya, "Luh, ano bang problema mo at ang init ng ulo mo pre ah? Kanina naman good mood ka ah! If about ito dun kanila Tony, eh wala naman na tayong habol dun, single si Monique tapos inaaway mo pa--"