from now on | fillie

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millie's pov: 

it was saturday, and i was up at dawn. why you ask? because every weekend or summer, which is what it was right now, i wake up right before dawn to watch the sunrise. it's so peaceful and beautiful to witness. 

i climb outside my window and sit on the roof of my house. and i just sit there, watching it rise while listening to the peaceful morning. it really puts you in a great mood. it's also great for pictures. i just wish i had someone to watch it with me. no, millie. you can't trust boys. 

boys. sure, they can come out all sweet, and lovey, and cute, but one second they say they love you, the next they're stabbing you in the back by cheating on you with a girl twice your age. and who was the girl romeo was cheating on me with? iris. iris apatow. 

but that, that was 2 years ago, and in those 2 years, sure there's been a boy or two that have been interested in me, but romeo broke me. he broke my trust. and once someone breaks my trust, it isn't really something you can fix. 

but you're probably thinking, millie. that was 2 years ago! should you have gotten over that by now? and yes, i should. and i am. but the trust part... that's the part that's been hard for me. i just don't want to get my heart broken again.

sometimes you have to give up on people. not because you don't care, but because they don't anymore.

a/n

the first few chaps. will be short, but they will get longer :)