Stress relief

School

So. I start school again in less than a week. Fuck.

If I got a dollar for every time someone told me that year 10 is when it 'gets real' I'd be able to buy all the books I want. I mean, thanks for letting me know but you're only putting more stress on the pile.

On a side note I bought volumes 3, 4, 5 and 6 of Tokyo Ghoul (there was a sale and they were super cheap), they're gonna be shipped in a few days and I think I've just destroyed my school life. I still have so much homework to do. -_-

I get that year 10 is important, mostly because it's where I choose the subjects that I'll do in the future but if I'm totally honest, I couldn't care less where I end up. I don't have bad grades but I'm not a genius either, my interests are so widespread that I don't think I can make a single choice and I'm willing to just see what happens. Of course I don't want to end up with a shitty job and in debt but I don't have a career path that I specifically want to follow.

Speaking of jobs, I really need to get one. I haven't even written my resume. I refuse to work in fast food, ew, but I'm not sure that anyone else will hire me. For a first job it would be ideal to work at a supermarket or maybe a store like Target or Kmart.

Another unimportant update for ya: my sister is currently adored by every member of my family. They all congratulated her for getting into Melbourne Uni and don't get me wrong, I'm proud too, it's awesome that she got into such a prestigious Uni but I'm kinda sick of hearing it. My parents keep bringing up in family conversations that I've gotten into a program that allows me to study a VCE subject a year early, I'm grateful that they're doing that but I don't particularly enjoy being pulled into a conversation that doesn't have a whole lot to do with me.

Maybe I'm too picky.
Probably.