Stress relief

Freedom!

Ayeeeee guess who's free of exams? That's right, moi!

6/6 exams are completed and now all that's left  is production week. I've mentioned it before but I'm in the schools production band. Basically I'm one of the musicians that has to play music in a cramped pit during a musical. It's not great but alas, I had no choice. The music is really hard and all senior musicians have to play in it. My school is doing Legally Blonde and, I've gotta say that I'm a little nervous. Not for my part, it's just read what's in front of me and it's fine if I mess up because no on can see me but oh lord the singers. The actors on stage CANNOT. SING. IN. TIME.

Any musician will understand the importance of time, even saxophonists who just improvise half the time know that time is reeeeeaaaaally fucking important. To add to that, most of the actors are girls (not surprising) and they're the type of girls where if no ones paying attention to them for 2 seconds then they'll cry. I'll never understand those people. You know who I'm talking about, if not then I'm sorry but you're probably one of them.

Moving on because I'm sure that all the non musicians are falling asleep at this point, I'm writing a book! No, it's not a weird diary thing like this one and it's also not the other story that I discontinued because it was terrible (gonna delete that pretty soon, it's bad). It's an actual book that I've planned and set out properly. I'm typing it on my laptop first and I'm not going to upload any chapters until it's fully complete. It's a work in progress and it's got 6 chapters so far. I'm getting a friend to read them so she can help with editing and stuff but I don't want to upload anything until it's done, mostly because I hate having deadlines for chapters, I feel it will reduce the quality of each chapter. I'm hoping it'll turn out alright and it's a fantasy book based innnn.....hell! I know, kinda weird but if you're into the supernatural then I think you'll like it. It's called 'In Heaven or Hell' and I'm really liking the plot line so far.

I've written the ending for it already (I think it's good to have something to work towards) and it leaves room for a possible sequel should people like it. It's obviously written with a lot more care than these chapters and I'm hoping that I've written it in a way that gets my vision across while allowing some imagination for the reader.

Anyway, enough about my book. I also wanted to say that I've recently read a book (on wattpad) that I though was really awesome. This isn't a paid promotion or anything stupid like that and I haven't been asked to advertise but I think it deserves some popularity. It's called 'Upon wings of change' and it features dragons and aliens (I guess). If you're into fantasy then I definitely recommend it.

Emotionally I'm doing okay. It's a bit of a struggle after 11pm but I think I'll be alright? The lack of sleep is starting to affect my grades though so might need to talk to a school councillor after all. Maybe it's better to stop being so stubborn and listen to my friends for once.