This is something I'm writing. Mostly for myself. If you've found this. Great. I'm not expecting you to hang around. I'm stressed all the time and maybe this will force me to stop comparing myself to a balloon.
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Okay I'm a...
Is it normal for 7/7 best friends to all be out and/or busy the whole day? Given that most of us aren't very social people?
I've been texting all of them throughout the day at different times. Whether it was an actual text or just a random Snapchat, none of them have even opened my messages. I though that maybe they all went out together but that would kinda hurt because we're all a group and we normally go out together.
Is it suspicious or am I just paranoid? I even texted one of them literally 20seconds after he sent his streaks so maybe everyone is ignoring me???
I went out for brunch with my family and since I got home I've been drawing and reading in a very hunched position so I thought about taking a break and talking to my friends butttt. Yeah, weird.
I'm kinda scared that maybe they're all doing it on purpose? Like maybe they're all sick of me and don't wanna be me friend anymore and this is how they're gonna end it?
I feel like my anxiety is making this overly complicated but they all know I have anxiety and if they don't reply then I'm gonna freak out, it's not my fault it's just what happens. Even just a basic text to say "sorry I'm busy right now" would be better then nothing.
There's a few of them where it's not unusual to not have their phone on them or to not check texts right away but all 7???
I'm probably being paranoid. Idk.
I'll put a pic of yesterday's drawing up, today's one isn't done yet, might add it to the next post.
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