Stress relief

Aaaaalllllll righty then

Aight so I'm prolly gonna write this over two days again coz all I'm really gonna write today is a little bit about what happened at the store and maybe some other random bullshit. Idk.

So I went to this store today to buy facial products for my sister (her birthday is tomorrow), mostly clay and paper masks because she's really gotten into that lately. So I'm standing in an aisle deciding between two clay masks and this woman accidentally walked too close to the exit and the scanner by the door started beeping because of the items and shit that she was holding.

I didn't really think too much of it, I've done it a few times before and she just apologised to the worker standing by the exit and that was that.

So it's like 10 minutes later and I'm standing in line to be served and the guy by the door walks over to the counter to talk to a co-worker for like 5 seconds and this chick. This chick just straight up walks the fuck out of the store. Not even shutting you she ignored the beeping going off and walks -not runs-, towards the parking lot.

At this point the guy who was by the door just gives this look that says "I'm not paid enough for this shit" and runs after her. I was being served at this point so I wasn't listening a whole lot but as I was leaving I heard the guy explain that if she goes and pays for her items quietly then he won't call the police. I didn't hang around but I didn't see any cars rolling in as I was waiting at the bus stop so I'm assuming she paid and left.

Honestly it wasn't super exciting but for me it was just fricken weird man. Idk.

Oh yeah, I also posted earlier today (probably yesterday by the time I publish this) about my friends delivering bubble tea to me. It was pretty chill, they rocked up at my place and delivered my tea. I invited them in and they stayed for a bit to chat, found out that one of them got his bike caught in a ditch on the way there a fucken stacked it, honestly I wasn't surprised when the same dude slipped down a stair and fell on his ass (my house isn't two story it's just the living room is like lowered? It's like concave or whatever and there's a step to get down to it. Idk).
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This be part two fam, it's the next day -so my sister's birthday- and goddamn I'm not gonna lie this is annoying already. So at midnight on the flippin' dot my sister texts me (despite only being down the hall) and goes "is my birthday, I want my present" and like "dayum aight calm your farm my dude". So I walk over with her present, she reads the card and opens the present and tells me that I dun good especially considering I don't know shit about face masks. So that's that and I go back to my room.

So I got tired at like 1am so I'm thinking alright no worries, let's sleep at a decent time for once. And of course me being me, I don't fucken sleep. I lay there for like 25 minutes and then I have a fucken drunk-ass idea despite not being drunk. My only thought is 'I could start a self care company...like for people with mental health issues and stuff. But instead of showing them success, show them why they don't wanna fail'. So I put a bunch of shit on my Snapchat story because I swear I was only partially conscious and I'm thinking things like 'I could have and ad where it's like -see this guy? He hasn't eaten in 3 days, he's not skinny because human fat doesn't fucken work like that but he passed out from exhaustion and missed the bachelorette" or something like "this girl doesn't sleep. See them bags? They look ugly as shit and you can't carry thing with them. So go take a nap" and another one was "this man has ADD and hasn't seen a doctor despite knowing there's something wrong. Now his wife is constantly getting angry at him for not paying attention to what she's saying. So go see a doctor, or else your wife will yeet you into the oblivion" (this is my disclaimer, I don't have ADD and I don't actually know what it's like. I'm assuming this shit ain't accurate but ya know what fam? At this point it was 2am and I felt high. So apologies for the inaccuracies)

So after all that Jazz I scroll through the media's for a while until it's like 4:30am, clearly I wasn't gonna sleep at this point. So I get some fucken idea and I'm like "let's draw at ridiculous hours of the morning" so I whip out an old sketchbook and get my eraser and mechanical pencil and scrap down some ugly ass piece of shit whole listening to some music. So I look at the base sketch and go 'fuck this is ugly. I've gotta fix it now' and as I'm cleaning up the lines and adding depth, fucking green day comes on my playlist.

So I like to play a roulette type game with my music because my tastes are so wild. If I click shuffle for all my songs you might switch between baroque, k-pop and heavy mental so fast you get whiplash. So then green day comes on and I'm like 'ahhhh fuck here comes some angst'. So like 3 minutes later and I've just lost my will to live with a half assed sketch in front of me wondering what love is.

Overall a great day so far!
~Spirit (c" ತ,_ತ)