I've been drawing a lot lately, I don't know if it's because I'm trying to slow down time because I'm at school in a day or because I'm just too depressed to do anything else.
It's kinda funny though because I'm so chill when I'm drawing, like I've started doing inktober and honestly it's so chill. Just one per day and it has to be done entirely with ink, I do the initial sketch with a mechanical pencil but the finished product is so much more satisfying than usual. It's probably because I normally only use pencil and it's a lot messier that way, fineliners and sharpies are really flat and I'm more careful with what I put on the paper.
Actually it's also because I'm using art paper and it's expensive but I'm broke and unemployed soooooo I don't wanna waste any. I should probably get a job, wouldn't have tre motivation for it though.
Oh yeah, I also went to see venom 2 days ago. I'd been so pumped for that movie I saw it on the release day. Just as good as I expected, marvel hasn't let me down so far. Except for daredevil, but we don't talk about that. It was kinda funny though, I told my friend next to me while we were waiting for the end credits scene that venom reminded me of a "sassy white chick on her period" and that's still the most accurate thing I've ever said. I drew venom, it's at the top.
Mild spoilers
I got super excited because the end credits scene made a reference to Carnage which means there'll be a sequel, looking forward to that.
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I don't even know why I'm writing this to be honest. I don't know if it's helping either, maybe it just seems like I'm trying to grab attention with my problems. I thought originally it was gonna be this thing where people can like comment and realise that they're not alone or something but now it's just rant sessions for me. Honestly this is better than most of my councilling sessions have been. That says something about their 'training'.
Idk. Life sucks, fuck everything (not literally don't be like Zeus) and have an attitude of "do no harm but take no shit"~ quote from some tumblr user that I will forever respect because dayum that's a good moral.
Peace out, don't shit in a can
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RandomThis is something I'm writing. Mostly for myself. If you've found this. Great. I'm not expecting you to hang around. I'm stressed all the time and maybe this will force me to stop comparing myself to a balloon. -------------------------- Okay I'm a...
