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You know that feeling you get? Your hands are shaking... your whole body is. You have that hard lump in your throat. Your heart is racing as if your life might end soon? Your ready to just cry everything you've ever loved, ever took for granted, everything that ever hurt out.. and just let it go...? Sucks the breathe right out of you...
I'm going to admit to one thing right now... one of my fears is change. Yes. I'm a risk taker. I'm rebellious and sarcastic. Yes, I'm adventurous. But change? Change for me is crossing the line. Change is hard for me. It's one thing I never truly understand how it will effect me. I don't know what's gonna happen. And that scares me. It's putting my complete and utter trust in someone else. I'm independent. I like and love to be able to be in control. Knowing what's going on. What's gonna happen. Planning my life. So when God comes along and completely throws you off making you put your whole trust in him. Not sure what's gonna happen or even why it's going to happen... it's mind boggling to me.
Change. Is hard. And definitely one of the things that I realize first and foremost is the things I took for granted. That's what hits me the most.
But change. Isn't a bad thing. It means your progressing forward. It means your paths may get harder and your trials more difficult because maybe.. maybe He needs you to be stronger. Maybe He needs you to know him Real. Maybe.. it's because he needs a certain person to come into your life and open up a whole new world ..(Disney reference.. XD)
I don't know everything. I'll be first to admit that. But trust? Faith? Belief? Those.. are the most important things... who you trust. Who you have faith in? And who you put all your belief in. It makes you who you are. And makes you love life a little more everyday.
If your standing here today.. that already shows me that you are strong. You've been through trials. If not... then you will be soon. Change has come into your life at some point. But what makes you strong is the fact that your still standing.
Anyways, hoped this help in some way! And I truly love all of you.
