I found what I've been looking for and didn't even know it!
It's what I think of as how to describe what hugs mean to me and what I mean if I hug you irl or virtually. This is literally what my hugs mean-I finally found something that put it into words.
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If I ever hug you or I ever have hugged you, especially if you don't like hugs.
This is what I'm telling you, I just don't know how to say it so I show it.
