Commander's LogBook: Volume II

Not a Face Reveal? But a Name Reveal?

If you haven't seen my MB post yet, please go see it. Keep in prayer for my Twin!❤️

Soo I was gonna reveal my name when I revealed "me-self" butttttt things change people change!😂

Basically what happened was... I saw a friend of mine/beautiful girl I follow KaylaMariaM recent chapter post of the definition of her name. And I was blown away by the accuracy! So out of curiosity I was like:

" I should go see what mine is out of curiosity... it's probably not even correct. Like what da ya know the internet is inCorrect again"

but man... I was wrong so wrong... the internet isn't only correct ... it's 100% accurate.

I was blown away... like speechless...

This was my reaction.

You wanna know me better then myself? Read this. I swear I didn't know how to describe myself till today. Holy cow...

Bonus... you get to know my real name.
(Sorry to those of you who already know it😂)

Please don't call me it tho. I haven't been on here for years upon years just for you to switch my name up on me. It's Diamond folks💎 simple as that.

I'm still blown away...

"In love with love." <—- MOTTO OF MY LIFE! I LITERALLY SAY THIS ALL THE TIME. IM IN LOVE WITH LOVE AND I HAVE BEEN SINCE I FIGURED IUT WHAT LOVE MEANT!

"Are very shy but later become great friends." <—- history lesson kids. I was the shyest kid you'll ever meet before I turned 10. Legit. Scared of talking to people, scared of people, I never smiled in photos just because I was terrified of them. I didn't talk to anyone. But something happened when I turned 10 and idk. I broke out of my shell. And became completely opposite of that. Like something just dawned on me. The world is scary bad place but you can make it better by influencing other people. Why be scared of beings you have to live day to day with. To me it just became silly (no offense to you introverts-i totally get it.) so now I'm about the most extroverted person you'll ever meet!

"Get attaches to things to easily and Love God." <— amen preach. It really is crazy how fast I get attached to people and things. Idk how to even explain it. And God? Yeah, girl, you better believe I love Him.❤️ He's my Hero.

"People often misspell there name"<—- I CANT EXPRESS HOW TRUE THIS IS! NO ONE SPELLS MY NAME RIGHT?! IVE REVERTED TO JUST SAYING WHEN PEOPLE ASK HOW ITS SPELT- "it's spelt the right way-the Bible way." 😂I know it's sassy... but I get a kick out of it. It helps me not be annoyed.

"Think about their future and worry way too much." <— ha... it's so true it's funny. I think about my future everyday. Like guy? I have a crush on him? Okay, could you live everyday with him in the future? Can you picture a life together? A family? What's my kid gonna look like? (Add worry) oh my word... I had this medical problem when I was younger... I pray it doesn't stop me from having kids... IM THE ONLY ONE IN MY FAMILY WHO WANTS A KID. (MY LIFE EVERYDAY RIGHT HERE.) (I try not to worry as much about everything and leave it up to God.)

"Always worry they aren't good enough and try to improve themselves always."
<—- I literally went through months of depression and negative thoughts and whatever (all the things that come with depression-you name it. I probably did it.) over this. Because I didn't think I was good enough for my parents, for friends, for some people I really cared about.  Who just left me and turned against me and sold me out. And what was life if I could never be good enough for them. But then a big person in my life took me aside and showed me the truth. He showed me. I was enough. For myself. To Him. And To God. I was Good enough for God and that was all that mattered. (Oh and that someone was my Dad)

"They think about others first and always worry what others think."
<— I may be extroverted and look like I have confidence but let me be real with you. I don't. I'm in constant worry of what others think. Am I letting them down? Am I hurting them? Am I doing this all wrong? Do they think I'm stupid? Do they think I'm a horrible friend? She probably thinks I'm a terrible sister... they probably think I'm a horrible daughter... yeah. My life right there.

"They get easily embarrassed and often act stupid around guys they like."
<—- HAHAHA! ME GETTING RED? BLUSHING? Ya... ya.. it's true... acting stupid..? Not stupid blonde but sometimes stupid... considering I fell off a wagon ride because the guy I liked sat next to me ...😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🤭

"Their feelings get easily hurt and they hide their the pain that hurts the most and the rest they let go." <—- lets just say I do this still to this day...

"They hate scary movies." WITH A BLOODY PASSION! I AINT WATCHING NO SCARY MOVIE! YOURE CRAZY! I BARELY MADE IT THROUGH INCREDIBLES 2!!😂

Okay okay! I'm done!

But I suggest checking this out guys and looking up your name for fun!!

THIS WAS INSANELY ACCURATE!?

HERE ARE SOME OTHERS THAT WERE COMPLETELY ACCURATE THAT I WANTED TO SHARE BUT DONT HAVE TIME TO DISCUSS!!

(I HATE WHEN PEOPLE CALL ME BECKY. NO. JUST NO.)

"But hide such insecurities by boosting their friends with motivational words and calming phrases"<— T.R.U.T.H.❤️

"Low key nerds who love to have a good time with friends." <—- HAHA YOU ALL KNOW THIS IS TRUE! I'm such a nerd it's not even funny.

-commander out