But I mean bold... I'm so done with irl people's issues and drama and problems they have with me. I swear... it's ridiculous. I've been cursed at on the street in public, judged by my own neighbors because of what I stand for, and then worst of all my own friend basically... idk.. just hurt me with words she told me. After 3 months of being gone she comes back and claims I'm the one who has changed.. and then nit picking me for what she thinks I've done wrong... and then leaves me stand there in the hallway. Just like... okay... I'm the one who's changed? More like you. But that's not even the start. I've written so many drafts in this darn log book ranting my emotions and then deleting them because 1.) wattpad is NOT for drama (and I don't want people thinking I'm a hypocrite) 2.) there's so many depressed people on wattpad already and I just don't want to be one of them anymore. I want you guys when you read my stuff to laugh and smile. Not feel even worse. (That's mostly why I don't rant...) 3.) I don't want you people to see me at my weakest.. or me mad.. or.. idk... I'm a commander 😆 I want you guys to be able to rely on me for support. Cause I love you guys! 4.) I want to be an inspiration to people I meet...
hello... I'm suppose to be a leader😂. But.. it's just annoying and hasn't been the bests week but I'm trying to make the most of it. So ...
I got bold and decided to distract myself not only with music and rp... but ..
A BIG ART PROJECT! Bigger then I've done before... I found this awesome huge drawing paper set and it's all laid out on my desk!
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No, you can't know what it is! It's a surprise! It's not Star Wars tho... unfortunately!😂😂 next one will be stars wars! But I'm honestly drawing so many Star Wars drawings in my sketch book right now I wanted a bit of change...
So I'm excited and nervous! I hope I don't mess this up...
Wish me luck!😂😂😂 Also, idk what that rant thing was above... so just ignore that! >.<
