You're Marrying The Wrong Person

He's Our Son

Spencer's POV

*flashback*

I pull the car seat out of the car and hand it over to Toby.

"Remember to make sure you put the bottles in the fridge and heat them up before you feed him. Oh and he won't sleep without his green dinosaur teddy"

"Don't worry Spence I got it."

"I know so I'll meet you here again tomorrow morning."

I can feel the tears start to spill from my cheeks. Toby puts the car seat in the floor and pulls me into his chest.

"Spence I know it's hard. We don't have to do this straight away, we can wait a while maybe until he gets a little bit older."

"No you need to spend time with him. I'm just going to miss him"

"Just keep busy" he was still holding me I didn't want him to let go.

"I should probably go class starts soon"

He let go of me and I got back in my car. That was one of the hardest things I've ever done. Adam is 1 month old and he's already staying at Toby's. I headed back to my college and snuck into class. My roomate Erica leaned over.

"Are you okay?"
"Yeah it was just harder than I thought."
"It'll get easier"

*end of flashback*

She was wrong it only got harder, Adam started to walk and talk and he would notice I never wanted to let him go. Toby had always been so good about it, telling me not to worry and he would always take good care of him.
Before I knew it the car was in Toby's drive way and I had to leave Adam here.

Toby came out a caravan that was sat outside the house, I got out of the car and went to help Adam out his car seat.

"Hey Spence"
"Hey Toby" you could hear the tears in my voice but I had to be strong.
I picked Adam out if the car and put him on the floor, he hugged Toby's legs and Toby picked him up.

I went into the boot and took out his bags.

"So remember not to much dairy in his dinner and nothing with nuts, I really don't need to be rushing up the hospital. In bed by seven thirty and if he wants me just let him face time me for a few minutes and he should be fine."

Toby took his over night bag from my hand.

"You say it everytime Spence I promise he'll be fine."
"I know I just want to make sure."

The caravan door swung open and a brunette around the height as me walked down the few steps and over to me and Toby.

"Hi you must be Spencer. I'm Yvonne." She hugged me as if I was along lost friend which kind of freaked me out. She pulled away and she could tell I was taken a back.

"Oh sorry I come from a family of huggers"
"It's okay really"
She glanced over to Toby who still had Adam in his arms.

"So this must be Adam"
She cooed at him, Adam turned away and clung on to Toby. Adam had always hated when people did that, he started to get annoyed about it when he was around the time of his first Birthday.

"Oh Yvonne he doesn't like it when people do that." Toby told her.

"Oh okay."

"So I'll pick him up around 10 is that okay?"

"Yeah that's fine." I waved Adam goodbye and decided I didn't want to go home so I decided to text Hanna, to see if I can stay with her for the night.

Spencer: hey Han, I just dropped Adam off at Toby's with his new girlfriend and I really don't want to be alone tonight. Would be okay if I stayed the night? Xx

Hanna: of course your always welcome. Come over when your ready. Xx

Spencer: thanks I'll just get a bag and will be right over. Xx

Once I picked up a bag from my moms house I drove over to Hanna's and knocked on the door. Hanna answered with a smile on her face, it faded when she saw my tear stained face. She pulled me into a hug.

"Aww Spence I'm so sorry."
I just burst into tears, I want Toby to be happy but I want it to be with me.

Hanna lead me over to the couch and got me some tissues.

"Do you want some coffee I know it's late but"
"Yes please."
"Coming right up" Hanna beamed.
"Coffee solves everything"

Hanna brought my coffee over to me and sat at the other end of the couch.

"He's got Toby he'll be fine." Hanna said trying to calm me.

"He's our son. I want him to think of me as his mom and Toby as his dad. He doesn't need someone confusing him like that."

"You and Toby are made for each other, his girlfriend is just a bump in the road."