Everything I didn't say☆L.H

2. Fault

- Nirvana's p.o.v -

"Oh my god, remember when we fell walking down stairs from the attic because we were so high, Nirvana?!" Marley asked laughing. Everybody was pretty much laughing. We were telling Chris a few stories of when I still lived at the house. Of course not the bad ones. I nodded my head and laughed along with the group. "Hey uh Nirvana, can I use our-you're bathroom?" Luke asks. I knew what he was about to say . But I kept it in. "Yeah sure i-it's in--." "I know where it is." Luke quickly responds. I see him open the door to my room and walks in. I let out a sigh. I'm glad that Aleisha decided not to come to diner with us. I'm not sure how I would've told her that I don't want her anywhere near my house. Who am I kidding. Marley would've kicked her out for me. Everybody was asking Chris questions and getting to know him. It's been a while since Luke's been out of the bathroom. I got up to go check on him

I walked into my room and saw him standing looking at my empty wall. It's not empty, it has the Kurt Cobaine poster framed and all my posters stuck on there. "Luke, are you alright?" I ask. "Yeah... You took all the polaroids down....all of our photos. Why?" He says crossing his arms with an emotionless face. I can't believe he is asking me this. "It's your fault. I took down all the photos because it always brought back p-painful memories." I stuttered. "Every time I looked at the boys, I thought of you." I say feeling my face go pale. He looks down and almost at that very moment I feel like giving him a hug. But I don't. I haven't really tried to talk to him again like I did with the others. But then again, can you blame me? After all, he cheated on me, we broke up on bad terms, he went back to his ex, and he left a proposal ring in my night stand drawer. "Ana, I didn't mean to hurt you the way I did. I didn't plan for everything to come down like that at you. Or even me for that matter." He speaks after the moments of silence.

I smile sadly. I can't let it phase me but I can't help to feel sad. "Luke, you hurt me so bad. You promised me you would never stop loving me or trade me for anybody else. Especially for that bitch!" I raised my voice a little. His face immediately changed to angry. "Hey don't--" "No Luke! You caused so much pain your not even aware about. You didn't have to live with the pain I did. Hoping that maybe one day you'd come back  to me. This is why I hate you so much Lucas!" I finally broke. I wiped the tear that made it's way down my cheek. After such a long time, I got to finally say what I really felt. "Besides, Chris is a much better boyfriend than you ever were." I sniffle. He scoffs and says " wow, you really had to bring the big guns out on that one didn't you? Well guess what? I don't give a fuck if you spent nights crying for me!" He yells back at me. We were yelling at each other but not loud enough for everybody to hear since you could hear the group talking, laughing, and forks clanking on the glass plates. "I guess we're just gonna stay hating each other like how we met. You know I was hoping we could just get along for the sake of the group but I guess I was wrong. Go cry to your stupid boyfriend." He said. I was now really surprised and upset with what he said. "Fine go complain to your idiotic petty girlfriend. By the way your the one who fucked up." I respond back. He walks out of the room as soon as I finished that sentence. I wipe the tears that had formed at the bottom of my eye. I walk back out of my room and see that Luke is slouched on his chair. I roll my eyes and sit back down next to Chris.

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After we finished eating and talking, everybody was getting ready to leave. "Bye baby girl. We'll see you on Wednesday. It was nice meeting you Christian. Hopefully we see you around." Marley speaks. "Nice to meeting you too." He smiles. I nod at her and go hug her. "Alright, I'll see you boys at the interview." I say. I hug Ruby and Bryana as well. I don't hug Luke. "Bye!" All of them yell in unison. "Hey baby. I'm gonna head over next door. I'll see you tomorrow morning." I hear Chris walking up to me. "Okay, love you. Good night." I say and peck his lips. He smiles and says " Good night. Love you too." I lock the door as soon as he leaves. I lean up against it thinking about everything that happened today. I got to see my best friends again. Luke and I arguing. I shake my head and walk to my room. I turn the t.v on and go to netflix and change into a big torn guns n' roses concert t-shirt. I begin to watch a few episodes of One tree hill.