Everything I didn't say☆L.H

9. Weights

- Luke's P.O.V -

I made the decision to break up with Aleisha. Today. I felt bad for what happened on Monday at the radio interview, but it didn't feel as bad as when I cheated on Nirvana. But the real reason i'm breaking up with her is because I realized I never had feelings for her. I never loved her, if I did I wouldn'tve cheated on her in the first place. I know it sounds like a I'm complete dick because I basically thought that I didn't have feelings when I cheated on Ana but it's just a different guilt feeling I guess. I've been trying to find the courage to break up with her. It's Friday today. It's been exactly 4 days since Monday.

To Aleisha: Hey um, do you wanna hang out?
From Aleisha: Yeah sure. Where do you wanna go today?
From me: Come to the house first and then we can go somewhere.
From Aleisha: Okay. I'll see like round 4:00?
From me: Sure
From Aleisha; K. Love you ❤️
From me: Bye. Love you too 💝

There it was, the beginning of the end. I jumped in the shower and washed up under the hot water. When I got out I went straight for my black skinny jeans, an over sized Green Day shirt, and my back vans. I styled my quiff in its usual messy but subtle way. I went downstairs. Nobody was here except for Michael watching t.v while munching out on some chips. "Hey man." I say walking to the fridge and getting a bottle of water. "What's up dude? Still haven't broken up with Aleisha?" He laughs. "Still haven't asked Marley to be your wife?" I sass back. "Shut the fuck up." He chuckles. "By the way I'm breaking up with her today." I tell him. "It's about god damn time. I'm going to propose to Marley tomorrow. I just don't know how, but I'll think of something." He says. "So where's everybody?" I ask him. "Ashton and Bryana went shopping, Marley went with them to buy something I don't know. "Calum and Ruby went to go say hi to Ruby's parents. And well Nirvana's at work." He finishes explaining. "Right. Well Aleisha should be here any second so-.. and that's her. I'll see you later." I say as my phone receives a text from her saying she's outside. "Hi." I greet her as I walk outside. "Hey. So where are we going?" She scrolls through her phone. Nice to know you like to pay attention to me.

"I wanna go talk in the park." I say. "The park? What are we 14?" She knits her eyebrows together. I roll my eyes. Luke calm down before you end up breaking up with her right here, right now. I know she's ungrateful but you can wait to break up with her till you get to the park. "I want to talk." I say plainly. After that we stay walking to the park a block away in silence.

Once we get there, she asks "so what did you wanna talk about?" " I wanna break up." I say breathing out at the end. "Why?!" She exclaims. "I don't feel the same about you anymore. I never loved you. Maybe at one point when we dated way before I did but then when I cheated on Nirvana with you, I was just in love with the fact that you came back after 5 years. Nirvana was supposed to be my wife. I was planning on proposing to her the night of the record deal party, but you came along and ruined it." I look at her. She has a look on her face that only Nirvana has when she wants to beat the shit out of me. Why am I thinking of Ni-.. "Luke! Why did you stay with me then?!" She screams getting the attention of a few people at the park. "Because, I needed to know what the purpose for you coming back was. Now I know it was never for me. It was just a stupid test. Our relationship was basically just a sense of loss." I looked down ashamed of myself. "Look I hope your not mad-.." "You know what's funny? I actually don't feel that bad. You know why? The moment we stepped off that plane when we got here, I cheated on you." She smirks and walks away without another word. I don't know what to say. I've been feeling bad for what I did but yet she cheated from me from the beginning.

This is it. I can breathe again. Breaking up with Aleisha feels like a whole weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

Notes

Is hi or hey? Hi peoples;) I hope you all enjoyed this chapter. Well I finally updated chapter everybody's been waiting for. It was pretty short but it was still something. Damn Aleisha's a savage!! In all odds, I don't actually hate Aleisha in real life. I actually liked her. I prefer her over Arzaylea any day. Sorry for not updating this week. Love you guys<3 That's it for today. Good night :)