- Luke's P.O.V -
As I got in my car to drive away from Nirvana's apartment, I couldn't get me kissing Nirvana out of my head. My face was happy and confused because I'm happy that I finally kissed her after so long, the other half of confusion is because I don't know what made me do that. My head is racing with thoughts about what suddenly made me want to. Have I been longing to kiss her all this time or was it just a 'in the moment' kiss?
"Ouch." I whisper to myself. My head is starting to throb because of everything that just happened. But the way her lips felt was pure heaven. It has been 2 years since I'd kissed her. If I had the chance to, I would do this day all over again. The only thing is now I'm confused. I don't know if I like her or if I don't. But then again if I kiss someone for the fun of it, I don't usually tend to think about it, I'll forget about it as soon as it happens. Call me a fuck boy because I know I am. Or was.
I think I still have feelings for Nirvana. No I know I've had feelings for Nirvana throughout these past 2 years. Even when I was with Aleisha, I always thought about her. Not one day passed that I didn't think about her. I guess what I'm trying to say is that Aleisha was just some sort of test to me. I failed it because I chose to be with the wrong person and now it's too late to go back to Nirvana. Or is it?
Maybe Aleisha was a person to pass time with. I mean I always get jealous whenever Chris is with Nirvana. Even from the day we got here and had to meet up with Nirvana. I must've caused so much shit towards Ana. I see her all the time and think to myself. there she was with her empty eyes, her fake smile so bright and her mouth full of lies.
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Everything I didn't say☆L.H
FanfictionLuke Hemmings, world wide blown out punk rock star doing what he's best at. Music with his best friends. 5 Seconds of summer. He thinks he knows what he has and wants but it all changes when he and Nirvana are reunited. Nirvana Harris, has the reput...
