Everything I didn't say☆L.H

25. Girls night out🍸

- Luke's P.O.V -

I was out in the back yard smoking my 3rd cigarette of the day. "Hey man. Mind if I smoke one?" Michael asks. I shake my head and give him one. I open my metal lighter and fire it up. "Why is it that you started to smoke again? He asks."Same reason you wanted to smoke today." I puff out smoke. "Because you were craving it?" He says. No, I've been under some sort of depression. Being rejected was hard. But realizing that you messed up because you cheated on her and then it hits you that you lost such a beautiful person. Someone who was one day going to mean everything to me. "Luke? Hello?" Michael transes me out of my thoughts. "Its just that it's really personal." I sigh. "What's personal?" Calum's voice speaks. "Nothing." I throw my cigarette to the ground and step on it. "Come on Luke, we know something's bothering you. We're your best friends in the whole world and you not telling us what's wrong makes us feel like we're not doing our job right." Ashton says. "What is this? Therapy?!" I get impatient. "All we want to know is what's wrong with you. We don't mean to serenade you like this." Calum tells me. Should I tell them? They've been my best friends for as long as I can remember. "You've never not once touched a cigarette from the day that we left for tour to 2 weeks ago. Why all of a sudden?" Ashton asks again.

"Fine but this is really personal and pretty embarrassing." I chuckle. "Just tell us, we know worse stories." Michael laughs. "So do you guys remember that night that I left like almost midnight and I said I had a late night fuck with some bitch that messaged me?" The boys nod for me to continue. "Well she wasn't a bitch and it wasn't just a fuck. It was Nirvana." I breathe out. "Really? What happened?" Calum gaped his mouth open. "Well we had sex. But before we did, I spilled my heart to her about me still loving her. Throughout the time I had thought about everything. I do still really love her." I said. "And then?" Ashton couraged me on. "I went to her house again the week after and she basically said she didn't feel the same way I did." My eyes go to the floor. "That sucks. If she really loves you though, she'll come back." Michael pats my shoulder. "Eww did we just all have a gay moment?" I laugh. We all look at each other and laugh harder. "Bromance forever!" Michael yells. We all went into the house laughing. My laugh soon dies down as the girls walk into the house with a bunch of bags on their wrists. Nirvana makes eye contact with me. "I um I'll be in my room." I announce to everybody. I pull out my pack of cigarettes and head upstairs.

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- Nirvana's p.o.v -

"What the fuck was all that about?" Marley asks. The boys all shrug and turn the t.v on. This feeling of not telling the girls is killing me. The fact that I feel guilty for making Luke feel bad is already worse as it is. I drop my bags down on the floor and speed walk to the front door. As soon as I walk out to the front, a tear ran down my cheek. I tried my best to calm down but it didn't work because more tears rolled down my cheeks. "Ana, baby girl why are you crying?" Marley and Ruby come walking out the door. " I -I have something to tell you guys." I sniffle. "Oh my god, your pregnant too! Who's the father? Chris or Luke?" Marley rushes. I squint my eyes at her in the 'I can't believe you just said that' type. "What?" She laughs. "This is serious Marley. No I'm not pregnant." I roll my eyes. Bryana walks out with a glass of water. I'm guessing so I can calm down. She hands it to me and I scuff it down. "Then what is it?" Ruby rubs my back in a comforting matter. "I-I had s-sex with Luke. It's my fault that he's smoking again." I spit out. "What?!" The 3 girls yell in unison.

"I had se---" "No bitch. We heard that. But with Luke?!" Marley interrupts. "Shut the fuck up. His room is right above us." I cover her mouth. "Shit my bad. It went from kissing him to fucking him within the next week?" Marley asks in disbelieve. "Wait you guys kissed?" Bryana asks. "Yeah. We kissed the night that I told him to come over so we could work on his page for the magazine." I tell them. "How long were you both keeping the secret of you and him having sex for?" Ruby asks. "It's been almost 2 weeks." I reply. "Okay but what does you guys fucking have to do with him smoking again?" Marley asks as well. "B-because, the next day he came to visit me again. He asked what we were. I told him nothing, then he said he still loved me. After these past 2 years he still loved me." I cry out. "Well do you still love him? Once again you broke up with Christian,not only because he looks like Luke but because you must feel something for Luke." Ruby makes sense. "I know. but I'm honestly not sure. If I am, I don't even want to admit it." Marley wipes my tears away. I sit there in her arms being comforted by my other besties. "I've got an idea. How about we forget about this and try to cheer you up. Let's go clubbing!" Bryana squeals. 'I'm so down for some drinks." Marley laughs. "I'm just down to dance." Ruby chuckles. "Why not." I smile. "That's our girl!" Marley yells. "After all, I didn't buy a new dress today for nothing." Hopefully this plan of getting so drunk off my ass that I won't need to worry about the Luke problem for now works. "We should get ready here." Bryana suggests. "Yeah, plus you have your extra make-up bag here anyways. You have a new dress, new jewelry, and new shoes. What more could you need?" Marley tells me. "Fine fine." I chuckle. "I call the shower upstairs in the hallway." I say.