Everything I didn't say☆L.H

17. I miss you

- Nirvana's p.o.v -

"Nirvana?" Luke knocks on the door as he walks in. "Oh um hey Luke." I wipe a few tears away. I know I said I had stopped crying but once I started to take a few polaroids of Chris & I down, memories began to stuck. "Why are you crying?" He asks. "Because I just b-broke up with Christian." His eyes widened after I said that. "Why?" "Because I just didn't see him the same anymore. I don't know, I fell in love with him for the wrong reasons." I say not wanting to go further into detail. "Why?" "Let's just get to work Luke. I don't really want to talk about it." I tell him. "Alright but just know that I'm here for you." He says taking his jacket off. "Thanks. Now let me go get my laptop and notepad." I sniffle.

After grabbing all my stuff I walk back to the living room. "Let's sit at the kitchen table." I suggest. He follows me and we sit. "Alright, I'm just going to ask a few simple questions okay?" He nods. "Now that you and Aleisha, aren't together anymore, what's it feel like to be free?" He thinks and then speaks. "Well, it feels as if I was let go from all the problems and drama. Aleisha and I were never good together I guess that's probably what I was meaning when I said that I feel free." He responds. I write it down quickly. "Ok, so what are you and the other 5sos boys looking forward into the new and upcoming tour?" "Well honestly, the fans. Our fans are the ones who got us to where we are now, so yes I'm glad we'll be seeing our fans." He smiles. "What are we going to be getting with the new tour?" He chuckles and says " You're gonna get a whole lot of fun." I laugh and write it down. "How do you think everybody responds to you guys?" I ask. "I think everybody responds in beautiful ways. I mean we get so much love from the fans that we can't ever feel like we're sad." He looked straight at me.

"So what h-happened after I broke up with you? Like with everything I gave you." He says carefully as if I'm going to break. I put my pen down. My mind goes to that day, and in that instant moment I feel as if I'm glass and I'm about to break. But I don't, I can't let him think he broke me, even if he did.

"Luke-..." He cut me off. "I just wanted to know." He says calmly. I look at him and then bite down on my bottom lip. I wonder down to my bedroom. "Why are we-..." I cut him off of this time. "Because you wanted to know what happened to all your stuff, well here it is." I open my closet and grab a big grey plastic box. " I wanted to give all your stuff back but I never had the courage." He opens it to reveal his black sunglasses, a few of his favorite band shirts, a whole stack of notes and letters from high school, guitar picks, another small box which contained all of our polaroids, and the proposal ring. Luke picks it up the box to open it.

"You could take it and --.." I was interrupted once again but this time by Luke smashing his lips to mine. Damn these lips, so soft that I could easily melt into them. And I did. God did I miss them on mine, especially with his cold, black, metal, lip ring bumping onto my bottom lip every time he moved his mouth. His lips felt just like how I remembered. I was surprised at first that he kissed me because my eyes popped open but I kissed back and closed my eyes to enjoy this sweet sensation. I haven't been single for more than an hour and here I am kissing Luke. Luke's tongue slid across my bottom lip asking for entrance, so I granted it. Our tongues battling for dominance. For once Luke let me win. I savored every minute of it because I knew this couldn't last for long. We both pulled away after kissing for about 5 minutes. I tried to catch my breath as did he.

"I missed this, I missed you." He speaks as he leans his forehead on mine. Without thinking what I was saying I said " I missed you too." Luke suddenly clears his throat. "I uh I have to go." He tells me. "I'll see you tomorrow." Luke waves goodbye and shuts the door leaving me alone to my thoughts. I missed him ?

Notes

Hello everybody :) I know this chapter was short but I really couldn't wait to write it !!! The next 3 chapter are probably going to be short ones as well but I promise the rest will be long interesting ;) Yes!!!! Luke and Nirvana finally kissed after these past 2 years. <3 I'm literally crying bro :****)

             Amber XX