Everything I didn't say☆L.H

26. Bad Idea

- Luke's P.O.V -

I was watching t.v with a cigarette in my hand. It's 6:30 p.m and I have no idea where the group went with out me. If they went to go buy food, I'm gonna kill those assholes. I take a drag and blow it out in 4 seconds. See I'm smoking cigarettes not because it's a habit, I stopped that a long time ago. I"m smoking them because the feel of smoke gives you control to everything. It's kind of like a different feeling. I scrolled through instagram, Ana had posted a picture of her some guy from Teen wolf yesterday night. I hear the front door open so I put out the cigarette on the ash tray next to me. "Marley, I feel bad for having sex with Dylan---..." Nirvana comes into my view. Her face is priceless. "What?" I ask barely being able to breathe.

She licks her lips and removes her sunglasses from the top of her head and clears her throat. "Excuse me what?" I ask once again. "L-Luke I---.." She stutters to speak. Nirvana's eyes begin to get watery as she opens her mouth so speak. "I-..we're not even together! It shouldn't even matter to you." She spits at me. My heart broke the minute those words left her mouth. My attitude went from shocked to angry in just a matter of seconds. "You probably had sex with the guy on your instagram right?!" I yelled. The front door was opened once again but this time by the whole group coming in. I don't fucking care if they just heard our argument, Obama could be here and I still wouldn't care if he saw us arguing. This is Nirvana we're talking about. "You can't be mad at me! It was just a hook up, it's not like you haven't hooked up with anybody cause you have!" She yells at me. My breath got caught in my throat and all I could manage to do is give her a dry laugh. "You know what, you're right. Go be a slut and have sex with whoever you want! Just don't say anything when I have sex with another girl!" I yell back. "Luke that's enough!" Marley yells from where they're standing. "No it's cool. Let him be a dick! He can go right ahead and fuck any bitch he wants. Besides its not like I love you or anything!" Nirvana grabs her keys and runs through the front door. The girls chase after her.

I didn't realize how bad that sentence got to me until I felt a few tears falling down. "Hey man---.." I cut Michael off. "I need a joint." Is all I manage to say before walking out the front door with my car keys and phone. "Luke where are you going?" Ruby asks. I ignore her and get inside my car. A cigarette is not gonna take away my pain this time, weed is my best option right now.