Langst one shots

Grudges.

"How can you do something so stupid Lance!" Allura spat at Lance.
"I'm sorry, there were people who were going to be hurt, I had to help them!" Lance spat back
"We had a distinct plan, get in get out, pay no mind to what happens!" Allura sounded furious.
"They were being tortured! My god! Who knows what they have gone through! Maybe less than what Shiro dealt with or worse! I couldn't just leave them!" Lance was mad at Allura it was in his nature to help people and now he was getting yelled for that.
"Yes you could have! What if one of use got hurt!"
"Then I would help you! But you guys seemed to have done fine! None of you are hurt, heck I'm not even hurt!"
"You are to retire to your room Lance for the rest of the night." She spat with venom
"Fine by me! Your majesty." He emphasized the majesty, he bowed and then walked off to his room.
My god what did I do to be sent up into space with an angry Texan, PTSD ridden leader, and two really really smart people. I mean I am just some kid! Like the rest of them except Shiro and Coran, we are all teens and yet, and yet. I'm the one who gets all the blame. Do they even like me. Does Hunk still consider me a friend. I mean I doubt Pidge ever liked me, but we were friends. The emo Texan boi, just hates me, and heck I under stand but just for once can any of them stand up for me. They just stood Thor and watched me take the beating for saving people. That makes sense right, do something good like really good, then get in trouble for it.
By now Lance was laughing hysterically while crying. He was so done. Getting in trouble for saving people. Then getting in trouble for saving Pidge before a bomb went off. But then they got mad because they didn't get the data they wanted. He was just so done. No one stood up for him. No one said it was their fault and took the blame. No one notices they horror in his eyes when Allura starts to yell. Or his anxiety when they go out and do a diplomatic mission. They don't bother to ask, 'hey you good man?' They never asked about his social anxiety, I mean they didn't care. When he opened up in the mind melding, they thought it was for attention, that he made up memories. Yes, made up memories. Like that's a possible. Just because they had Shiro with his mental health problems then Keith with his anger issues. They didn't need Lance with his depression and anxiety. So they just ignored it. It has slowly eaten away at him but now he was done. Just done with everything. Heck they could find a person to replace him in q second. So what was the point. The glue of the team was not him he learned that early on. Yeah when Keith, Pidge, and Lance were bleeding it wasn't to soon, but they ignored him. He went to his road treated his wounds himself. They took Pidge and Keith to the med bay and said nothing to Lance. So he was done. With that he walked out of his room, and went to the common room.
"Lance get back to your room who said you could leave?" Allura hissed with more venom.
"There it is the famous disappointing words of Allura to break me down even more! You know I liked you all, you were like family. And now here I am! Standing in front of you all to say... I'm am so fucking done with this bull shit! I have saved you all multiple times and how do you repay me?"
"Lance calm down." Keith said with unintrest, he wasn't paying attention.
"See! Mullet isn't even paying attention! I am leaving voltron and, your lives."
Lance walked off and grabbed his bayard. They heard a bang. Then that's when they realized they screwed up, they screwed up bad. But there was no reversing that Lance was dead. They had to continue on. They got a new paladin. And continued on. Lance would cross their minds occasionally. Blue would let none of the other Paladins except the new one near her. That's when they knew they screwed up. Even Blue was holding a grudge of what they did to her blue paladin.

I said I would update today. I just started typing and I didn't stop I had no idea where this would go I host let my mind flow onto the page. I just  went with it. Yes it short but, hey I think it's good