Langst one shots

Bad dreams

I-I-I could h-have saved h-h-him. I c-couldn't h-help him." Lance was crying over Shiro's shell of a body with no soul. Allura couldn't transfer his spirit. He's still stuck in the astral plane. With no escape while now the rest of the team is stuck on a planet until further notice. It would take to long time with out a ship to get to earth. Keith staid next to Shiro's body same with Allura. All three of them crying. Pidge and hunk went to clear their mind by grabbing supplies. Coran walked to another place where the rest of them could have their space. Lance was blaming himself that it was his fault he was the one who heard him first but couldn't make it out.
ᵀʰᴵˢ ᴵˢ ᵃˡˡ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵃᵘˡᵗ ᴸᵃᴺᶜᵉ
Everything around him turned black everyone disappeared it was just him.
ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ˢᵃᵛᵉᵈ ʰᴵᵐ
Lance started to panic, he felt wrong in more ways than one.
ᴴᵉ'ˢ ᵈᵉᵃᵈ ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘ
The words started to fade in that sentence once it was done he bolted up right out of his dream. He was breathing heavily. He felt his hands to his cheek and felt wetness. He cried in his sleep. The next thing he did was look around everyone was asleep and Shiro was alive and breathing.
It's not my fault. I just wasn't ready. He thought to himself. He took a deep breath and laid back down. He kept repeating that it wasn't his fault. But the voiced came back and made his feel like it was his fault. He ended up thinking Shiro has been stuck for years because I couldn't do anything. He curled his legs up to his chest. He started to gently cry.
ᴵᵗ'ˢ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵃᵘˡᵗ ʷʰʸ ᶜʳʸ ᴵᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵉʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵘᶜᵏ ᵘᵖ ᵗʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ʲᵘˢᵗ ʰᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘ ᵇᵘᴵˡᵗ ʸᵒᵘʳ ˢᵉˡᶠ ᵗᵒ ʷᵒʳᵏ. ᶠᵘᶜᵏ ᵘᵖˢ ᵈᵒᴺ'ᵗ ᶜʳʸ ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵐᵃᵈᵉ ᵗʰᵉᵐˢᵉˡᵛᵉˢ ᶠᵘᶜᵏ ᵘᵖˢ.
Lances curled up even more and cried. He heard gentle movements in front of him he looked up and saw Keith.
"Keith?"
Keith stopped moving and looked up.
"What?"
"Can I come with you?"
"Sure."
They both were moving now they walked away from camp were there was still a slight light from the fire but where they couldn't hear them.
"So, why were you up?"
"I was watching Shiro, why were you?"
"I had a bad dream that's all."
"Do you mind me asking?"
"Kinda, it's just about what happened with Shiro."
"Oh, but hey, he's alive and he's the real one."
"I know, I just feel like it's my fault because I couldn't hear him in the astral plane."
"I mean it kind of is your fault that you didn't find out quick enough or that I stole your thunder and you didn't like that did you."
"What? Keith do you really think it was completely my fault."
"Well maybe not completely but mostly. I f I didn't find out I would have never gotten my brother back because of you not figuring it out, instead you just loathed around being sad about how Allura doesn't like you. Newsflash! No one likes you it's all pretend."
Lance was crying again by now but he heard other things around him besides Keith laughing at him it was like the whole team was laughing at him.
"You know maybe you should just go back to sleep and never wake up. I mean your barley awake right now."
"What?"
"Kill yourself Lance. You're already slipping away in your sleep so just go jump off a cliff to complete it."
Lance bolted up from his sleeping bag, he was panting, sweating and crying. He felt things that he couldn't feel before.
"It was a dream." He whispered to himself. Lance looked around some more and saw no one awake. He still felt bad and still felt like crying still felt like killing himself. He had to hold out though. They are going home. He needs to stay strong for his family. And he will for his space family and his real family. He just needed to get rid of the dreams, but that would never happen even with antidepressants. He just needed one thing make sure that Keith doesn't hate him.

Hah! Dream-seption