Langst one shots

Dark thoughts

Ok a quick a/n so it is currently 3:13AM I woke up at 2 and read angst for a while and I was like OH MY GOD I HAVE AN IDEA! So yah 3:00AM writing lets see how this goes.

"Ok team be careful, this seems way to easy."
"Guys."
"What Lance."
"Haggar she's here turn around."
"Blue paladin its your choice break you or everyone else but you."
"Just me."
"Lance! Don't do this!"
"Keith its better then you guys being dead."
"Oh blue paladin, this won't kill you yes it will feel horrible," she was grinning wildly by now,"but it will last for hmmm 2-3 weeks."
"What is it?"
"Oh blue paladin just wait."
Haggar shot her magic at him. He screamed so loud in pain in agony it could be heard in the next galaxy. Lance fell to the ground like a rock.
"Lance! Oh my god! Lance can you hear me!"
Keith touched Lance.
"ngh......"
"Shh, Lance it will be ok."
Keith was carrying Lance to his lion.
"Come on Lance stay with us buddy."
They were in the red lion. It looked like Lance was crying.
"Shhhh, Lance, everything will be ok, stay with us."
They ran in to the castle and put him in the pod. The pod opened.
"Allura what does that mean?"
Keith caught lance and laid him on the ground .
"Well Shiro it means 2 things the pod won't take him or......he's dead."
"He's not dead I just fond the pulse, I'll take him to our room, I'll care for him till he wakes up."
"Go ahead and do that Keith."
Keith picked up Lance and set him in their bed and got a rag and ran it under the cold sink water, and placed it on Lances forehead.
"Lance just stay with us you'll be fine."
"k-ke-"
"Yes it's me don't worry, you'll be fine."
"p-pain"
"I know shh, you'll be ok."
"s-s-sorry"
"Don't be, just rest."
Lance nodded. Through the course of 2 days Lance started to stay conscious for longer periods and started to speak more, by the 3rd day he was awake all day and walking. By the 4th day. It showed up. It followed Lance, talked to them and Lance. It told Lances insecurities for a while.
"Hey guys do you know Lances biggest insecurities?"
".........."
"I'll take that as a no, here lets see......aha! He thinks you all hate him, he thinks Keith hates him and is dating him out of pity. Lets see anything else?"
We all stayed quite. It was easier to ignore it but we still heard all the words out of its mouth.
"Aha! Here's a good on, Lance is to afraid to die at his own hands so thats why he did this. Hoping he would die."
Everyone stopped eating.
"OoOoh that got everyones attention isn't that right Lancy Lance?"
Then it got worse. Telling his worst memories.
"OH! Guys did you know that his dad beat him to near death where he was in a coma for a month due to the injuries!"
They were training when it said that. Keith got kicked in the stomach by a bot. Lance shot all the bots down. His eyes were a stormy blue. No longer a brilliant bright blue.
"End training sequence! Paladins lunch."
They all walked to lunch and started eating.
Pov:Keith
"Lance hun you ok."
"Yah I'm fine."
"No he's not!"
Its hard to have a conversation with Lance when It's around. He always butts into the conversation.
"Stay strong it leaves today, tomorrow it will be gone."
We were all eating lunch when it went crazy.
"Did you know that Lance saw all his family members that he cared for die on the front line in the war in Cuba. Ooh! Or that his dad raped him with his uncle!"
Lance slammed his spoon on the table.
"Shut up."
"Oh does Lancy Lance not like that?"
"I said shut up." Lances voice raised from last time.
I was ready to run over and hold Lance, let him feel safe.
"Ooh! Or that when you started to cut your mom said make the lines straight!"
"I SAID SHUT UP!"
He looked like he was on the verge of tears. Which is never good when he's mad he won't let anyone near him but me and maybe Coran if I wasn't present.
"Oh oh oh, so it seems you have breaking point of your private information."
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"
"You know that won't happen until you go to sleep tonight."
"Then I will go to bed now!"
Lance ran out and I got up and ran after him, so did it.
"Lance? Lance are you ok, let me in."
"Go away you thing."
"Lance its Keith. I knocked out that thing but he's moving I need in now!"
Lance opened the door for me and I ran in and locked the door.
"Lance, hun."
"I......I don't like this Keith."
"Shh, I know."
"I can't sleep."
"What do you mean?"
"That thing has been keeping me up at night."
"Then go to bed now and then when you wake up he will be gone and then we will talk just you and I. Ok?"
"Ok."
Lance laid down and I stated playing with his hair, and started to sing. Lance fell asleep. Then slowly I fell asleep only to by waken up by something shaking. I turned to Lance. He was having a seizure again. I turned him onto his back. And let it finish, check for a pulse check the time, 3:00AM thats normal and stay awake for another hour, then go back to bed. His night terrors are horrible. I think worse than Shiros. Shiro he wakes up in a cold sweat. But Lance he has seizures, and sometimes stops breathing. I fell back asleep then woke up when it was 7:00 and decided to wake Lance up.
"Lance, hey come on wake up the things gone."
"hm?"
"Come on wake up we have to talk."
"Do we have to?"
"On somethings yes."
"Fine."
"Why do you then we don't like you?"
"You guys tell me to shut up so much."
"Is that why you wanted to die?"
"Yep."
"Ok, so your dad and uncle raped you."
"So did my brother. Well kinda. So my dad and uncle just got done raping me they left me  in the barn, he walked in said let me help you, jerked me off and fingered me. Then be left to. The next day I was sent to the military camp."
"Lance why didn't you tell me!"
"You didn't need to worry."
"Lance I'm sorry."
"Its in the past that thing is gone, lets get something to eat."

Ok and its now 4:27PM because I fell asleep then I had school so. Hope you enjoyed.-Alex