Lets admit it I fucked up, I can't do things right I mean come on I'm to afraid to show my face, to afraid to let people know the real me, let my shelter down, I suck at math despite wanting to be an engineer. I get laughed at for liking Voltron, its shit, and I feel its my fault. I don't see where I'm getting at. Maybe its a face reveal I don't fucking know. I just know I fucked up, and I can't get back from that. I'm not even sure how I got a boyfriend. After the previous partners in my life, were straight, strictly against the LGBT community, beg me, fucking beat me at school! I can't deal with this shit. No I will not kill my self. I have people I need to keep alive. I fucked up. I really fucked up. People at school hate me, they think I'm selfish when I try to give other people credit for what I do. Freaking and then it just hits me back saying no you did this you get all the credit. I don't want the credit. These stories. I don't give a flying fuck if you steal some of the one shots and not give credit. These are my ideas yes but, I don't need the credit. So I guess thats where I fucked up. Not wanting credit while still getting it, and being to afraid to show this part of myself letting people know this shit. So maybe on this note here is my ugly ass face. Btw I don't know how to smile. It just doesn't come naturally so here. Face reveal and how I fucked up. I'm going to take a break and let this settle itself out.-Alex
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