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Lances breathing started to slow and his vision started to blur while going dark he heard a knock on his apartment door. He didn't care he was dying but really didn't care. He heard a knock on the bathroom door and thought how did they get in. Then he saw a shocked face then......nothing.

It's been a couple of days since Lance was put in the hospital he got his main care now he is in the mental health ward. Which isn't horrible they let him dress in normal clothes and he gets good food but he was just depressed. Keith came by daily to talk or just give some clean clothes to Lance. Would be would be out and put into counseling soon.

Once Lance was discharged and put into therapy Keith noticed him looking a lot happier. Keith still had his thoughts so he would ask how he could help Lance so he had some idea of what he's going through.

Then it happened again Lance relapsed, he was put on medication. He hated thinking just to be happy he had to take medication. But he still took them. It made him fell good, he wasn't addicted he still hated to take them but in order to be happy he had to take them.

He stopped for a week and he was still feeling happy but after the 3rd week he started feeling depressed again. So he had to start taking them again.

His consular told him to call the suicide hotline. That kinda helped. Made him feel good for a while. The consular told him a very extreme methods that are never really used any more. He was afraid of them so he kept to the pills.

He thought of a way he could end it end it all. He told the consular to up the dosage because it wasn't working. He said ok.

Lance now took 3 a day. Breakfast, lunch and dinner. He eventually overdosed to kill him self and it sadly worked.

Keith was devastated at Lances death. He ended up killing himself to just to be with Lance.

Suicide might seem like its answer but its not if you need to call someone use Suicide Hotline. 1-800-273-8255
Or use other methods there or text crisis lines for many other things than feeling suicidal. Please use them.