Without a Word (Hayes Grier fanfic)

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♥Myras POV♥

Hayes still hasn't talked to me, and I understand why. I wouldn't want to talk to me either. I felt bad for 1: Running away and worrying everyone, and 2: Kissing Isaac in front of Hayes. I probably shouldn't feel bad, its not like Hayes is my boyfriend, but he's acting like I we were. He was so confusing about his feelings.

I was standing outside in the driveway with Ali, waiting for Nash to pick us up.My ear buds were in a blasting music, I knew Ali could hear it, and didnt really care. I was tuning out the fact that today Hayes would not be talking to me. I was still trying to except the fact that he would probably not for a long time. Nash pulled up in his truck, Ali and I opened the doors and hopped in. Ali kissed Nash on the cheek, and held his unoccupied hand. Looking over at Hayes, he was staring forward, not looking at me.

"You re going to have to talk to me at some point Hayes." I said under my breath.

His gaze turned to me, his once electric blue eyes, were now dull, like the ocean on a rainy day. "Im not not talking to you." He said with a forced smile, what was that about.

"Uh, okay." I said putting my ear buds back in, it was weird, like a switch had gone off in him, and now we were friends again.

Rolling into the school, I stepped out of the truck, and walked tourds the school. I thought Hayes was with me, but he was no where in sight. I shrugged it off, and entered the cafeteria. My group was in the same place they always are, back right.

"Hey guys, whats up?" I said with a perky little voice. They turned around with glares.

"What do you want Myra?" Wendy asked in a bitchy voice.

"To know whats up? Whats going on with you guys?" I asked, why were they acting so weird.

"Just drop it Myra." Dave said with a harsh look.

I looked at then for mercy, even though I didn't know why I needed it. Turning to Diana, "Whats going on?"

She looked at me, "Just go." She said with a sympathy, as she pointed out the door. I took a breath, and walked out.

Stepping into the hallway I had no idea where to go, I was always there with my friends, who for some unknown reason where not my friends anymore. I wondered around the halls for the rest of the time, contemplating why they would hate me right now. What if it was the kiss with Hayes, but that's not their problem, and Hayes didn't care.

I sighed and walked to homeroom, at least Hayes doesn't hate me, but I had the strange feeling that he wasn't telling the truth in the car. Entering the room, I took the usual seat, and looked up around the room. there were many death glares coming from a lot of people. Okay,is it Hate Myra day or something?

Where is Hayes, he's always here on time, its not like him to be late. Homeroom started, and everyone toke there seats, I looked around the room, Hayes wasn't anywhere in sight.I pulled out a book, and started reading, waiting for Hayes to show up.

"Hey Myra, look what your boyfriend is doing!" I looked up from my book and to the door. Hayes was standing with his back to me, a girls hands were running through his dark brown hair. My heart dropped, but I don't know why. I wasn't dating Hayes, and he was still, although he wouldn't admit, mad at me.

"Mr. Grier, if you would kindly join us in the room, and stop trading spit with Olivia, that would be great." Mr. Nelson said dryly.

Hayes opened his mouth to say something, but I didn't hear anything, all that was in my ears was ringing. He was kissing Olivia, I thought he hated her. Entering the class, Hayes came and sat with me, I looked back down at my book, and hoped that he wouldn't notice the tear that had slipped down my cheek and onto my book.

The bell finally rang an practically sprinted to science. I was the first one there and sat down at my seat. The rest if the class streamed in, Hayes was walking outside holding hands with Olivia, whispering in each other's ears, made me sick.

"Myra, Myra wake up." There was a hand in front of my face, snapping their fingers.

"What?"

"You were staring for like, two minutes."

"Oh sorry, just kind of zoning out."

"Yeah I could tell, he res your letter." She handed me a letter, sealed with my name. I had almost forget about this, it was around a month ago when we wrote our letter, I still had no idea who wrote mine. Opening it, it was written in cursive, pink ink, great.

Dear Myra Gerry,

Hello Myra, whats up? Yeah I know you don't know me, but I know you very well, almost to well. Let me just start by saying that you don't deserve Hayes. He is way to good for you. You are stuck up and snobby. Hayes thinks you are just the greatest thing sense sliced bread, but i see through that. You are just a coward, that is afraid of actually feeling things.

Sincerly XXXXX

Ouch that kind of hurt, I stared down at the pink writing, and stuffed the paper into my bag, not thinking about it. The thoughts were hard to push down, especially after the whole ignoring thing. Was it really that obvious that I pushed away my feelings? I looked up at the board and pretended to be interested.

♥Lunch♥

Lunch was a dreaded though for me. I knew Diana and Dave wouldn't want to sit with me, and I didn't have anyone else to sit with. Walking into the cafeteria, a lot of the grade was already there, and when I walked in the room kind of went quiet. I walked to the lunch line, then decided against lunch, you would be surprised how much twenty pairs of eyes watching you gets rid of your appetite. Dave and Diana were sitting at the usual table, I knew it was a bad idea to walk up to them, but what have I got to loss?

"Hey guys!" I smiled and sat down, Diana looked up from her book just in time to see Dave get up, and leave. She followed, leaving me sitting alone. My cheeks flushed red, and I got up and walked out of the cafeteria. There was no where to go, I couldn't go to strings, so I just ran down the hall, eventually finding a spot not taken up by lockers or classrooms. Standing against the wall, I slid down, till I was sitting, with my knees to my chest.

What was wrong with me? Before this summer, I would never do this. I would be in the cafeteria with Dave and Diana, laughing about Dave sticking blueberries up his nose. Why was all this happening to me. A tear slipped down my cheek, and I brushed it away quickly.

Someone burst through the door next to me. "Oh my god Myra! there you are!" The person behind the door said. Looking up it was Hayes, there was someone behind him.

"I'm here." I said with a forced a smiled, my voice cracked.

"Oh honey," The person behind him came out from behind the door, it was Olivia. I sniffled, not caring who talked to me, I just wanted someone to talk to.

"What happened?" He asked standing in front of me with his hands in is pockets.

"I don't know, they just stopped talking to me." I said quietly.

"That's awful." Olivia said, I never thought  would say this, but I was happy she was here.

"Can we please talk about something other than this?" I sniffled out.

"Yeah sure, uh, what did your letter say?" Hayes asked. I looked down.

"Basically that I was a cold-hearted bitch." I smiled, and laughed.

"Whats so funny?" Olivia asked and gave me a weird look, Hayes also seemed totally confused.

"What so funny," I paused, "Is the fact that its actually true."

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