Lookism X Reader

Johan X Reader

A request from TheLittleAssassin.  You didn't leave any information besides Johan x Reader so I improvised.  I hope you like it.
Note: Story is told from the reader's perspective (first person p.o.v.)

     "Juno it's hard to believe you on the fact that that kid, Johan, took up the spot as God Dogs leader" I was without a doubt interested in what Juno was saying, but from what I remembered of Johan in school the kid wasn't gang material. He was good. He stayed out of trouble for his mom, but disappeared after a while. I never really bothered to keep tabs on him.

I remembered when he had disappeared. At the time I had a crush on him since he was so unlike the people I normally hung around. My crush only began to fade when he left school, as my time also became consumed by more illicit activities.

I spent my time learning how to take over my older friends gang while simultaneously amassing my own. My friend would be in Japan for a few years, and wanted me to take over for her. They were a rough group of mostly girls in their late teens or early twenties. I had to start working on a way to gain their respect if I was ever going to lead them. That lead to the creation of my "mock gang" called Fierce Whisper.

I still haven't taken over W.A.G.E. From my friend yet, so I'm stuck dealing with some minor stuff of my own. One of those things being the rise of Big Fours Crew "God Dog" who have been causing a bit of trouble in the area W.A.G.E. and Fierce Whisper control.

It lead me to now where I'm being told Johan is God Dog's leader. It's hard to believe, but stuff can happen to people.

"I know it's hard to believe so I took a pic before booking it out of there". She showed me a picture and I'll be damned if it wasn't him. The only thing that really changed about him where his eyes. They were a lot harder.

"Okay, so you're right. It's him. It doesn't really matter since we're still roughing up anyone of those dogs that come through here," I told her. Juno nodded in understanding.

____Later That Night___

  It was midnight when I got word that some of God Dog's crew were hanging around.  It would be the first time we strike out at them, so I made a point in going.

Arriving on the scene there wasn't much going on. It was a while before I even noticed God Dog's group roaming around.  Once I locked onto them it was game time.

     The twenty or so members of Fierce Whisper and I made are way over to the rival group.  We made it clear that this was are turf and they needed to bugger off if they knew what was good for them.  As most of these things tend to go they didn't  take appreciation to our threat and began to fight us.

It was going well for us. We were taking them down while only a few of us were down ourselves. They were strong and I wouldn't confidently say we would win in an all out between the two gangs. The main reason for that being their leader. He sure wasn't a pushover anymore. He came in with his fists hot and fast.

He was slow to the situation overall which let us make a get away shortly after his arrival. We were hurt and there wasn't a need to take him on directly then, so I ordered everyone to leave.

Seeing him again left something in my mind. The feeling I was left with is one I couldn't really decipher. I didn't know if I still liked him or if I just hated him enough to leave me feeling the way I did.

It's been a week. A week of mulling over it and I know know. I've made up my mind on how I feel.