Yandere Jimin x Reader !Behind the smile!

~18~

Author P.O.V

~Flashback~

 Just like every other night yelling filled the old ugly house that was falling apart. chairs being thrown across the room, fist's being thrown and tears streaming down her face as a little boy stood by the door frame by the kitchen tears streaming down his face as his father hit his mother as she begged for him to stop.

Jungkook: Stop!

The little boy came out from the corner of the door frame in the dark hallway.

 Jungkook's Mum: Jungkook! Go back to your room!

Jungkook: B-but!

His mother walked up to him and knelt down to little boys height and hugs him while the father walked out with a beer and cigarette in hand.

Jungkook's Mum: It's ok sweetheart, your father and I are just having a little disagreement.

Tears streamed down both the faces as she pulled the small boy into her embrace.

Jungkook's Mum: I love you, darling.

Jungkook: I love you too, Mummy.

The boy grew up like this with the father abusing his mother while he sat in the dark hallway by the door frame. Night after night screams of his angry father and the mother crying filled the house and no one came to help. his mother would work as much as possible trying to provide for her son while the father would take the money and disappear leaving Jungkook and his Mother.

Jungkook: Daddy!

A tall man in dirty work clothes that were never used for work walks through the old ugly door.

Jungkook's Dad: Hey Buddy! How was school?

Jungkook: Good.

Jungkook's Dad: What did you do?

The night flew by quick Jungkook dreading going to bed because he knew what would happen once he closed his eyes. His father pulled the blue and red racing car duvet over him.

Jungkook: Daddy.

Jungkook's Dad: Hmm.

Jungkook: Why do you always hit Mummy? Do you hate her?

Jungkook's Dad: No! Of course not! I love your Mummy so much!

Jungkook: Then why do you hurt Mummy?

Jungkook's Dad: Because I love your Mum and sometimes Mummy is naughty so we have to teach her a lesson.

Jungkook: Ok Daddy, I love you.

Jungkook's dad: I love you too.

The evil man kissed his son goodnight and went to do his nightly routine.

~ End of flashback~

Your P.O.V

Tears streaming down both our cheeks I pull Jungkook into a tight embrace. Why did he have to lie to me about his past? He could have just told me he knows no matter what I would've loved him. This still doesn't make any sense, if he grew up in that hell why would he want to become it.

I go to open my mouth and ask him more but I leave it.

Jungkook: It only got worse.

I pull away from the embrace and look him in the eyes.

Jungkook: H-he began to hurt m-me too.

My eyes widen and tears of guilt poor down my face. All of his childhood he had to watch his mother being abused and then he was abused too.

Jungkook: And then one day I snapped. The doctor said it was so traumatizing t-that i-i-it

He was stuttering trying hard to speak over the sobs his eyes red, wet and puffy.

You: Shh, it's ok I understand, I'm right here.

I Hug him gently stroking his back burying my face in his neck and sing him our special song.

I sang the song that we sang at the bar on our first date. I feel a wash of love and comfort when I hear him singing with me.

You: I love you.

Jungkook: I love you too.

We pull away and continue watching Coraline eating our food while cuddling.

You: I want to eat that chicken! HOW COME THE FOOD LOOKS SO GOOD!

Jungkook laughs at my adorableness. 

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Sorry I haven't updated in a while I just can't be updating every day and I need to focus more on school but I will update once a week maybe more if I feel like it but besides not being able to update often I have really been enjoying writing this FF so let me know if you like it to.

-JasmineSkye

Future Jasmine,

Yes, I now realise how cringy this chapter is, I'm sorry1